Malai Raudah

2009-12-30T17:40:00.001+08:00

KESIAN BLOG KU! sorry ah. nanti ku update! hahaha

new resolution:
be organised!
organise files!
organise.. this and that.
do not neglect this blog for so long. one week top! (not!)

haha. bah eh. bye!

-.-'

2009-10-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

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BYE!

emoshit mode: OFF!!

2009-10-26T18:29:00.003+08:00

I need someone right now. serious shit. I need to talk to "someone" but not just "someone", I need YOU, you know who you are. but I guess, you're not available now.

so clooooose yet so far. this is exactly how I am feeling now. Nevermind.

Okay, no emoshit! :))

ya, I know how you're feeling now. "I feel you" ya. I know how it feels.. but.. Lets just..BE HAPPY! Like I said, keep smiling. things will... uhm.. you know. entah eh.

I'm gonna have an eaaaaarly night (I hope. if only my mind could just..take a break , and my heart won't ache) otherwise... entah. and I'm gonna.... you'll know it tomorrow due to.......

I guess sometimes things are better left unsaid.

L SUCKS!

2009-10-26T00:26:00.004+08:00

WHY OOOOOH WHY!!!!!!
FUCK YOU MAN U!!! BANAR TAH!
BITCH YOU LIVERPOOL!!!!!!
BAAAAAIE WAAAAHHHH!!!!!! urgh!!!

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ANNOYING!!!!!!

bah oh well.. mana saja! annoying eh! bah mana sajatah ah liverpool? baie!
BELL! THANKS FOR THE FOOD AND EVERYTHING!!!!
annoying liverpool ah. boooooo!!

eh annoying!

2009-10-25T16:26:00.006+08:00

stress ku eh! Booooooring wah boring!!! -.-' shit happens!! karma sure is a bitch! huge bloody fucking bitch! juuuuust sayin'........!!!!!

ya, if you're reading this! elakeluel sael kelielt elhaelti waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!! -.-' eldelodelelo inel delael msel gelael keluel waaaaaahhh!!! ANNOYING BANAR!!!!! urgh!! :(

better I upload some pictures eh!

HIIII BELL!!! HE HE HE!! :D

eyaaaa.. si me sama si you ni!!!

annoying muka si mali ah. HAHAHA!

♥♥♥

eyaaaa... gonna tell abang Faiq ni! :P

sweeeeeet jua? matilah kalau abang Faiq liat :P

Hahaha. sorry nad! :P

(Y)

BYEEEE!!! banar ni. bye banar!
BYEEEEE!!!!

sssssssssssial!

2009-10-25T16:20:00.003+08:00

KEEP ON WISHING SOMETHING THAT BOTH YOU AND I KNOW WILL NOT COME TRUE! BITCH JUA EH! BAAAAAAAAIE WAH BAIE!!!! urrrrrrgh! paaaaaaaaaaaaloi! -.-'

BYE!!

dont need title!

2009-10-25T14:23:00.003+08:00

okay. bau bilik ku! bau bau bau! forgot to close my bloody door, and ngangah cooked this something and now.. my room smells like... whatever she was cooking. noooot good! urgh!!!

I just cleaned up my room. aaaaahh.. awesome! :D well, before ngangah did her cooking, it smelt good, and now it stinks! shesh! so.. I was feeling HE HE HE since I woke up! I don't know why! For some reaaaason, I'm excited eh! :D

so I heard that liverpool kalah 4 times straight! woohoo!! :D :D :D I mean, whaaat? why? If 5 times straight, the manager will get kicked out kah? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! opppss.. I mean, reaaaaaaallly? :(

HE HE HE! anywaaaaaaaaay, again.. I miss dodo! sigh. It's incredibly amazing how I can miss someone this much, but... nevermind.

BYE!!! tonight, Man U vs... what? who? what fools? ahh yes, liverpool!
GOOOOD LUCK! :)

2009-10-23T18:51:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU BIE!!!!!

and get back to me soon!

iloveyou! :D

(:

2009-10-22T13:36:00.002+08:00

It doesn't make sense! Feelings never do.
They get you all confused.
Then they drive you around for hours before
they drop you right back where you started.

This isn't right. It doesn't feel right. It IS wrong. I am forever exhausted.

KEEP SMILING!!!
:D :) :D :) :D :)
~~(even if you have to fake them)~~
It just makes things feel aaaaaaaaall right

sooooooo.....

2009-10-20T13:42:00.011+08:00

HOOOOOOOOLLLAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

and so... I put on the password thingy once again, the reason why I put the password thing is becaaaause.. there are no updates!! But some people have misinterpreted it. They thought I've written something which I don't wanna let others read it, but boy, were you wrong! :p sorry to disappoint you dear fans, I mean stalkers, opppppsss.. what I meant was, deaaar my beloved friends. HE HE HE!

One person insisted to know the password, or I will be ignored if I don't tell! :D I wasn't gonna tell anyone ever about the password but... I had to. not exactly! Just telling the hints. so far, while I'm on this, two people have figured out the "magic word", congratulations? *look at JM and AA* HEHEHE! congratulations you guys! you are loved! :P

As you know, I am a really NICE and KIND person.. one who doesn't like to disappoint the people who love her *cough*, I am here to update you, and put you out of your disappointment! wish granted. Be happy! because there's finally an updaaaaate! :) sooo, enjoooooy!

school!!! :) frankly speaking, these photos were taken on the last day of school! about two months ago. hahahaha. I just looooove to "jaruk" the pictures :P

Laila and Meme
kau macam tinggi sini yaa
Merul aniii... flirting ia :P
eyaa.. si khaaaaai ah!

whaaaat the whatt... this is such a "breathtaking" smile. keep it up.. I mean, to yourself. It's ugly. *ruuuun* :P

SG okay? Jangan inda galat! :P

Gorgeous eh? NOT! HAHA

Ums.. what are you looking at? something caught your eye? :P

vaaaain ass

oooookay.. now..what's up with thaaat?

-.-"

chiiiikar si Bellah atu eh!

tebabar? HE HE HE! hiii ums!

My dearest BESTfriends! :)

OKAY!!! HAHAHA. these pictures were taken on the FIRST day of raya. HEHE! soooo a month ago.. I know!

Can you spot me? First time in this year I felt so.. petite. HAHAHAHA

Naaaaaaazim!

This is one funny picture. HAHAHAHA! she'd kill me if she knows I posted this up. HEHEH! sorry beh. love you!!! :D

Amim a.k.a cheeeepok!

Awww.. I'm sweet! Eyaaaah and me! :D

EWWW!!!! My brother looks so.. hideous! so NOT my brother. haha

Bebeh and Eyaaah

Main hide and seek ia ngangah ah. time raya. phewwwwit! HE HE HE
My faaaaav aunties!!! :)
Imaaaaaaan!
loooook at those cheeks! yummmehh!! :D
Kissed! unvirgin cheeks. thanks to me! *proud* :P
another chubby cheeks. Lily! :)
A cousin of mine, but.. what's his name again?
Lily and Bucu Nana! :)
Kaka and Acooooooooooom!!! ♥

was planning to upload the raya pictures too, the MD ones, but maybe next time! Becaaause I'm so sleeeeeepy now. Gotta go! xx

sayang ku kawan ku ani

2009-10-15T19:21:00.003+08:00

KAWAN KU YANG BERNAMA ADEEQ AMLI ANI CORRUPTED SUDAH! :P

hehh.. bagi susah hati. baru ditinggalkan sekejap si adeeq ani! :P
HIII DEEEQ! hahaha. aku mandi wah, sorry, inda layan :)
well, bad news for ya, you're banned from taking panadol. hayal ah. overdose ni si adeeq ani :P

oh tu.. cbox ku ah. HELLO! hehe. Fiii, sudah update ni :D

and OKAY! MATHS TADI AH!!! mana saja tah ah? shesh

BYE!

2009-10-06T21:46:00.003+08:00

OKAY! IM BORED NOW!!! REALLY REALLY BORED! and I hope you are too! so we can be bored and boring together. okay?

urgh!

HAHAHAA!

"hey! call me mie mie Umie, but NEVER Ums! :D"

I just realised this! HAHAHAHAA! Hi umie a.k.a UMS!!! Long time no seee! :P

Bah, GOODNIGHT!!!!

UMIE!!!!!! HE HE HE!

2009-09-27T19:51:00.003+08:00

MIIIIEEEE!!!! AKU KAN SHOW OFF ARAH MU! HEHEHE! sakai ku wah. I just found this. I've been wanting this since last year and I just got it!!! CANCEL DIET OKAY? hahaha :p

YEAY YEAY YEAAAAAAAYYY!!! Got it! Finaaaaaally!!!:)

WHITE ONE!!! :)

NYAMAN MIIIIIIEEE!!!! :P

AWU AWUUU!!! SABAR WAH! kan belajar tah ku ni. tuesday maths. okay? bah. GOOOOODLUUUUCCKKK!!!! and GOODNIGHT!

Musim durian kah ni? rumah ku ani bau durian. hehhh -.-'

sama atu ah, niii gambar previous post ah, nanti tah ku upload lagi ah? kan belajar ku okay? as if! :p

first time!!!

2009-09-25T12:34:00.007+08:00

OUR OPEN HOUSE WAS A SUCCESS!!!!!!! YEAAAAAAAYYY!!!!! :)

THE FOOD WAS GOOOOOOD AND... MANY PEOPLE CAME!! I can say, non-stop! hahaha! IT WAS FUN!! A BLAST!!!!! IT WAS GOOOOOOOOOD!!!

I set my alarm at 645 wah, I had to wake up early because the girls gonna come early. and me, oh well.. I stopped my alarm and went back to sleep. haha. At 730, Adeeq texted me up saying she's on her way and I was like "WHAAAAAAAAAAAATTT!!!!! SHE'S CRAZY!!!! I HAVEN'T SHOWERED YET" -.-" then oh well, who cares? I still smell good! :P

Umie.. then Yaya.. came.. and then barutah si Adeeq! (siap ku mandi deq!:P) then.. at around 8-ish, start cooooooking!!!! haha. there is a first time for everything! HE HE HE! I didn't know my girls could cook. salute eh! can go kahwin already!! :)

Here are the list of food and the chef
macaronni cheese - Chef Yaya
Nasi Goreng Kampung (with sayur sawi. hahaha) - Chef Umie, Asst.Chef Adeeq
Spaghetti and Cornsoup - Chef KaHana, Asst. Chef Bellah
Satay - No chef :P

Nad (PH) and Zaty (Nikki) also helped with the cooking. Thank you! and me? oh well.. I.. uhm... aaaaaaahhh.. heeee...l...p...helped too! yeah, I helped them too, alright? (not!) At least I pecah kan one egg, okay? :P (uda said "jahat kau ani ah. kawannya disuruhnya masak. Ia relax) HAHAHA! sorry wa. I can't cook. I'm a bad cook. But one day, I'll learn how to cook! (promise! ONE DAY!!) and thanks to dodo too!! He woke up early and came over early too.!! :)

Around.. 12, we took turns taking shower. haha. There's only one bathroom wa in my room. hehe! then we did our hair. woohoo!! lawa! yadayadayada... it was 2pm already! IT'S TIMMMMEEE!!!

The first one to come was merul, and his friends. si merul jahat, okay? whatever. then... more coming!!! really, until 4.30 wa non-stop. then 15minutes break, no car. then... okaaay! more and more. it was fuuuuuuuuuun! (yet tiring. hehe) but it was great!!

aaaaand guess what? this guy, he was supposed to come early in the morning and guess what time he arrived? hehh.. don't wanna tell. He was totally late. inda boleh dimaafkan. hmph! and oh yeah, let me tell you who this guy is. His name is Wafi. Wafi Loser! okay? -.-'

And oooooh, Umie's palm injured. kesian eh! hehe. but it was all worth it, kan mie? :)

okay okay, pictures time!!! :)

OKAAAAAAYY!!! FIRST TIME!! HEHEHE!

EYAAAAAAA SI UMIE AH!!! dapat kahwin sudah niii :p

Adeeq, relax ia. hahaha

P.H!!!!! SHE WENT TO PASAR, OKAY? STEADY EH!!! hahaha. PH! comeon!! PH can cook whaaaat :p

oooooooookaaaay! will post up some more soon. It is taking ages ah to upload. so malas! soon soon! okay? or you can simply click here(i've uploaded all of the pictures there)

ENJOY!!!

THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO CAME!!! :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA. MAAF ZAHIR&BATIN!!!

people!!!!

2009-09-21T11:06:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!!!!

HAPPY EID MUBARAK!!!!!

MAAF ZAHIR&BATIN!!!!!

maaf kan aku ah? :)

Ikhlas daripada Malai Raudah Sh.Redzuan :)

and happy advanced birthday adi!
and happy belated birthday nadzirah @ PH!!!! :)

2009-09-19T02:31:00.001+08:00

HE LEEEEEFT TODAAAY!
no wait, yesterday!!!! awwwwwwww... I miss him already! darrrrn it! Be baaack soon!!!!! shesh! have fun there looooove!!! I know you'll read this sooner or later :P

EH! I MISS YOU!!!! "BE GOOD!!!!" or else... %$#@!$%^&%$#@%^&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe! It is now 230am. aaaaahhh! gotta sleep! karang shooooopping! yeay!!

and hopefully, esok raya!! yeay yeay!! raya raya!! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYAAAAA is back!! :D

holy shit!! maths and accounting!! and AS!!! always ada spoiler. shesh!!! -.-'

Insecure

2009-09-17T19:05:00.007+08:00

It hurts!!!!!!!!!!!
This is torturing! I won't mind feeling this way if ONLY you're feeling exactly how I feel. But if its only me who feels this way, I'm doomed!!! Tell me to stop! I'll stop! though.. its.... whatever okay? whatever!!!!!!!!!!

aaaaaahhh.. bah mana saja tah ah? :(

whatever whatever whatever!!! someone!!!! bring me out!!!! :(

I heard a sad song playing on the radio
About a girl who loves him
But she never really let it show
Outside the rain keeps falling down my window
I'm crying inside, gotta see you tonight
I understand and if somebody broke your heart before
But it wasn't me who left the pieces laying on the floor
But it's me who's out here in the rain knocking at your door
Paying the price for all of his lies

I write you a song but I can't find the words to say
To tell you what's on my mind
But even a symphony can't say what you mean to me
So how can I, how can I give you

All of me
When all I get is half of you
Now tell me what am I supposed to do
If all I get is half of you
If all you give is half of you

Wanna be the reason that you never look for love again
Baby girl, I wanna be your lover, your best friend
How we gonna make it if you never gonna let me in
What can I do to prove that my love is true

I keep holding on for as long as this gonna take
Until you realize (realize)
Look in my eyes
And I'll never let you be betrayed
I'm not that guy, but how can I give you

All of me
When all I get is half of you
Now tell me what am I supposed to do
If all I get is half of you
If all you give is half of you
(I just can't help it)
(I just can't help it)

Now girl you got me locked up too in time
Got me paying to up somebody else's crime
But how can love burn
If it's not return
I need more than this so how can I give

All of me
When all I get is half of you
Now tell me what am I supposed to do
If all I get is half of you
How can I give you all of me
(Half of you) When all I get is half of you
Now tell me what am I supposed to do
If all I get is half of you
If all you give is half of you

THIS SONG IS KILLING ME!!! ahhhh.. damn iiiiit!!!!

Hello september!!

2009-09-03T10:44:00.005+08:00

OHMYGOSH! time flies by soooooo fast and now, it is september already!!! september, september, september!!! :D

I ditch schoooooool again todaaaay! :D

supposedly, my premolar kan kena cabut today but.. HE HE HE! my doc changed her mind. she said I can not have an extraction if I don't want to, and ofcourse I don't want you silly!! I didn't sleep well last night knowing I'd be seeing needles (injection) so freaking me out!! she wasn't very keen too on cabut gigi ku. sayang wah gigi ku eh!! HE HE HE! yeaaay!! so that 15th can go jalan miiiie, inda jadi cabut gigi! yeay yeaaaay! oh my gosh, that made my daaaay so much! and good news, I'll be using this braces for another 6-8 months saja laaaaagi! yeaaay! I'm so fed up already pakai braces ani! blurghh...

I renew-ed my ic just now. It was a last minute plan. Ayah tu. My picture hmphh.. its gonna be so fugly. last minute wah. I have an ulcer wah. sakit tau! kan smile pun payah, then then.. I have pimple lagi tu arah my chin. so biiiida! urghhh!

okay okay. noooooooooo marah marah. puasa wah puasa! haha.

siuk sendiri aku atu. HE HE HE!

I MISS YOU GIRLS!! Go out soon yes yes? sungkaaaai together during hols! :)
REMEMBER THIS MIE? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!
tinggi kaaaaaan niii?

HOLY SHIIIIIT!!!! 5 more days to GP exam and 6 more days to BUSINESS exam. holy craaaaap! okay okay, I'm gonna stuuuuuuudy now! (as if!)

KAU TEBAAAAAAAAABAR MIE!! HAHAHAHA!! hot hot. HAHAHAHAHA!

p/s: 5 days to goooo :P

studying

2009-08-28T11:49:00.006+08:00

STUDENT

plus (+)
DYING
equals
STUDYING!!!

EXAM EXAM EXAM! STUPID EXAMS!!! :(

I seriously need to start studying my ass off! damn it!! I should ditch my lappy (which I know will not happen in million years) but hey, I can do it!! I should really speeend so bloody less time on social networks wah.. stupid! I need to start revising. revise. revise. REEEEEEEVISE!!! @#$%^&%$#@$%^&

aaaaaahh.. fine. oh well.. I really can't study. I'm hungry. I'll do some changes. I'll study everyday lepas sahur and after suungkai! yes yes? I'll give it a shot starting tomorrow! I hope it does do me goooooood! HE HE HE! -.-'

This is what I've been doing since 2.10pm

AHHH-MEEEEHHHHH-JING! (amazing!)

I've been trying to mug up this business wah. but seriously, I can't remember a single thing what I've read wah. Instead I made this sticks people:HE HE HE! at least I did something "productive" (NOT!)

HAHA! calii ni. can you spot me? Look! I'm trying to kill this exammonster! and and look at umie.. pretty! and najib! curly hair, and zaim.. shiny head! :P and merul playing football and miji working out. how creative! hahaha!

aaaaand I have to get good grades! esp business! "If you don't get good grade, you won't see me again" awesome! He knows I can not not see him anymore -.-'

I have GP so-called debate tomorrow. oh mahnn! I don't know what exactly to say. anyhow, goodluck to me!! ^_^

and moodswings sucks big time! I get pissed easily!! stupid! and far worst, this stupid ulcer is making me more... *&^%$#@#$%^

I shall not be pretty much active (hopefully) on "social network".. If you miss me or have something so life-and-death situation, you can call me anytime. You know my number, dont you? Incase you don't... here..

89-first-exam-is-on-my-birthday-stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know why I get so pissed by this exam. seriously! but nanti kau exam!!!! mati kau lapas aniiii!!!! :(

exam!

2009-08-26T15:27:00.005+08:00

WHY ON THE 8TH??????!!!!

END OF YEAR EXAM IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!
DARN IT!! I have not yet studied!!!
countdown: A week (minus friday and sunday)

I neeeeeeed help with business, and accounting! and maths - circular measure, series and integration! oh maaaaaahn!!! After end of year, AS lagiiiii!! :((

okay okay, lets not go deeeeep into that. or I'll be stressing out!

I should be studying right now. No, 2 hours ago actually but again, I got distracted! Instead, I googled some jokes.. oh just to.. you know. I'm bored wah!! :( and dodo said, "this is what happen when you ditch school" T.R.U.E!! I'm too bored! :( oh anyway, found this. HAHA! so blonde!

One day, while a blonde was out driving her car, she ran into a truck.

The truck's driver made her pull over into a parking lot and get out of the car.

He took a piece of chalk and drew a circle on the pavement. He told her to stand in the middle and not leave the circle.

Furious, he went over to her car and slashed the tires.

The blonde started laughing.

This made the man angrier so he smashed her windshield.

This time the blonde laughed even harder.

Livid, the man broke all her windows and keyed her car.

The blonde is now laughing hysterically, so the truck driver asks her what's so funny.

The blonde giggles and replies, "When you weren't looking, I stepped out of the circle three times!"

-ahajokes.com

HAHAHAHA!

It's only 4pm! 2 and plus plus hours to go for sungkai!

2009-08-26T12:10:00.002+08:00

I have officially removed the password thing. yeay!!!
But hey, all I need you people to do is BE NICE! that isn't so much to ask for, right?
This is just a temporary layout since the previous one was a eff-ed up! :((
and the links, HEHE! will do that soon. (don't wait for it, since.. my definition of "soon" is oh well... you know)

Ohhhhh! I ditched school today! HE HE! sorry girlfriends, I didn't uhm..tell? ;)

hi again!

2009-08-24T18:12:00.002+08:00

Hiiii Hiiii HIIIIIIII!!!! :)
I sincerely am sorry for this blog. kesian! it's dead and I'm bad. I ditched this blog. :(
..............................................................................
It's almost sungkai time, I'm just gonna make a quick update. HE HE HE!
and so I heard Olevel and AS results are out today, and Alevel too?
CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU PEOPLE! :)

aaaaaaaaand, ada this orang.. he said he won't go offline but he did! :(((((((
and he texted me up saying he can't read my blog. and I haven't replied his message because... he isnt online! :(
I'll reply later when I'm nice (after sungkai I am incredibly nice, I tell ya :p)

time flies by so fast! :( and soon.... oh mahn.. I rather not think of it.

aku lapar. I can't wait to eat!

sunset-set-set-set.. I love you! :P

HELLO!

2009-08-10T20:24:00.005+08:00

*lawa eh picture ani! :p*

I feel like updating! since oh well, merul has made 3 entries while I made no effort at all to make even one! and the nadyumielladeeq pun updates banyak sudah. tercabar ku eh! HAHA! and oh, 5 seconds ago I had bazzilion things to jot down but now.. its all gone :(

I got bloody business homework! arrrghh! I am so tired wah! summary summary summary! EFF you summary! can I just have one day without even a single homework? just one day? awwww.. :( keep on dreaming lai! you wish! in your dream!

and.. im thinking of removing this password thing but... :( I don't know..

Oh shut it! This is supposed to be a haaaaappy post, because I finally have the guts to update this abandoned blog, aaaahh! I'm sleepy!

GOODNIGHT!

KAU BABI!!

2009-08-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

BORING KU SUDAH BLOGGING ANI EH! INDA PEDAH PEDAH KENA UCAP BLOG KU ANI LAME! LEPAS ATU AKU ANI LAGI "BITCHY TAPI INDA MENJADI" malas tah ku tu eh. Orang atu steady ah. 100% pure bitchy! steady steady menjadi. and kau dang, baik adang membual ani. payah mati mu karang! rot in hell eh? :D and kau. pecaya saja tia kawan mu ah! choose new friend over old friend. mana saja tah kau eh! ngaleh ku ngaleh. shialan! okay? BABI BANAR EH BABIIIIII!!!!
@#$%^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#$%^&*
cbox ku ani kenapa tia rusak ani? mana saja tah eh! banci saja ku!

wooohhhhhhooooo baybay! ♥

2009-07-26T19:33:00.003+08:00

I treeeeasure last night. It was fun!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hehe. I never knew liat fireworks dapan dapan would be that fun. so much fun! siiiiiiiiiuk eh! hehe.

"He" texted me up.. and awww.. sweet! But.. I am not sure. lalalalalalalalala...

Someone... confessed (though I was like the LAST person on earth to know..&$#$%$%) but EHH!! SWEET!! haha. its like a dream come true! soooo.. amazing! awesome! fantastic. I am glad and relieved. seee.. I told you.. it will somehow happen! HAHAHA! iatah, never say never :p orang atu.. dulu.. mati mati ia cakap inda mau lah, ewww lah, apalah, ani lah.. but.. nah kan.. HAHHAAH! its like.. so goooood tapinya. I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ youuuuu, girl!! you're so amaaaaajing! pasal you made my dream come true! hehe.. :D sorry, aku sarcastic sikit. but seriously, youre so coool! pasal kau cool lah! hehe! gooooodluck girlfriend! *wink wink.. time mandi.. (hint! hint!) HAHAHAH! apakan :p

and, I ter-cakap something but it was no biggies, i hope! I've stopped! hehe. shush shush! :)

DEEQ! for you!

2009-07-22T15:20:00.009+08:00

HAAAAAPPPY 16th BIRTHDAY
ADEEQ AMLI ! ! ! ! ! ! !

♥♥♥

BOOOOOOOOOMMM!

2009-07-19T17:35:00.005+08:00

My blog is drying. dry as dust now! It is dying.. itching. I am getting bored of blogging.. so that pretty much explains the lack of updates. Hehe :)

Hmm.. what should I blog about eh?

Okaaaay, about yesterday. So after school, Umie followed me home. sekali aku mandi, si Umie inda :p then around 3pm, Bell picked us up. We had to go somewhere to.. uhm.. do something..

skip skip skip..

Around 5.30pm, (OH!! si zaim jua ada yesterday). Kami kan hantar si Umie balik, and Bell and Zaim were planning to catch a movie di Kiulap, Harry Potter but I've watched it. so.. masa di kereta on the way hantar Umie, I had an idea. Aku mau ke JP :D as soon as Umie heard it, ia cakap "EH BAH LAJUTAH", inda jadi balik tarus eh! haha. caaaaali, awal awal kan balik si umie ah. wuuuuuu! ;p

ane umie ah yang sambung ah :p well after kami sampai di JP. malai and i were so excited kan main anu yang kuda ah. HAHA i know macam kanak2 but wooooi! siuk kaliah si malai belabih turun naik kuda ah. sekalinya kan si Umie kasian ah tungkal ia di atas kuda ah. HAHAHA :P while kami bergila naik kuda, si bellah sama si boyfriend tegigit2 nyamuk durang hahhahaha! hi bellah! :D then then kami main BUMPER CAR! it was FUUUUUN man! :P sudah arah that car, ada this kid anak arab ah BELABIH! he said ' you're gonna die' arah aku wah. talur. tapi nya almost die pulang oleh nya HAHA kan lai? why? pasal ada bini2 ane melanggar aku ah dari dapan. MEMAJAL species nya! :p sampai teplanting2 wah tu badan ku. sekali hp ku yang tercinta ane jealous, ikut tia jua kan teplantinng. manisssss :p SI LAMPUH TU PUNYA PASAL! :@ but nevermiind aku sampat jua bah teriaki ia.. HAHAHA! sampai ketungkalan ia. :p sorry wah, aku sasak wah tu masatu lampuh eh.. HAHA! :P well after atu kami kapisan tahap membunuh ah.. so we went home lah. hantar si Umie then si Malai Raudahtun Nasrah.

THANKS UMIE! aku malas! hehe :)

BUT WE HAD FUN!! :D

Thanks for the ride Bellah and Zaim :)

2009-07-15T12:37:00.004+08:00

My maths-mate taught me this..

★ Do not date your best friends or close friends
★ Do not date someone very nice
★ Do not date someone that you know will go after you, after.. you dated him/her

HE HE HE! I agreed! No offense eh. Ani in general bukan.. specific eh. ;)

Loco!

2009-07-14T22:56:00.004+08:00

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

You know what? I am tired. I am.. pissed off! maaaacam baaaaie. I am glad tomorrow is a public holiday! Because I need it so baaaadly. I.. hate you.. I hate you. I haaaaate you! I have had enough! I am tired of having to "jaga perasaan" orang, when that person doesn't really appreciate it. (NOTE: I am NOT pointing a finger to anybody.. so just.. jangan terasa, alright?) so that person thinks that he/she is so perfect.. but kiss the monkey's arse maaaahn! "Don't do this"-"Don't do that"-"Don't say this"-"Don't say that" cause it might hurt that person" OH YOU KNOW WHAT? EFF YOU SEE- K! Like I care! AND GUESS WHAT? I don't give a damn shit about it anymore. May god bless you.

And you... Maybe I am a total bitch. Ever think about that?

Just.. leave me alone! I don't need you in my life.

p/s: This has nothing to do with you girlfriends ku. HEHE! aku sayang kamu. so don't worry. and not to my close friends too. It is about.. well.. I'm trying to move on. so it doesn't matter anymore :)

tagged by yaya

2009-07-13T22:01:00.004+08:00

Lama sudah aku inda buat tags eh. HEHE! Nah ya, sudah ku buat ni ah? :p

1. Siapa nama panjangmu?
- Malai Raudahtun Nasrah Sheikh Redzuan

2. Kau ani underage kah above 18?
- under 18 masih. I'm young! :D

3. Kau ani kuning kah?
- kuning? as in kuning kuning? or other kuning? kuning yellow? :p

4. Siapa kau suka masa ani?
- aku suka.. IA! tuu ia ah! si ia! shush! :p

5. kau di lift, kali ada tia tourist ani bertanya arahmu, tapi speaking france ia.
- excuzeeeey muuuuuuah, I don't speak perancis. :p no lah, I'll ask them to speak english

6. Ada kawanmu ani bercakap inda beranti, inda sadar sadar ada lada wah arah giginya, kau tagur atau inda?
- Tagur, aku cakap "kau luan bejabir ah, lada arah gigi mu" :p

7. Kau crush arah orang ani, iatah apa barang kan kau ambil dari ia?
- aku inda mau barang, aku mau orang nya :)

8. Kau dimall time atu, kali ada kau ternampak spec orang tapi kau tau atu spec orang yang kau banci, apa kau buat?
- aku cakap "is this on sale? because this looks familiar and its ugly!" sekali aku patah kan tia :p

9. Kau diluar negeri, kali kau kana tinggalkan di sebelah jalan raya apa kau buat?
- Baie jua! ku sumpah keretanya jadi babi

10. Kau time atu dikereta, kali masa arah traffic light atu ada tia orang sebelah kereta mu ani terphewit phewit, orangnya handsome pulang, tapi motornya buruk.
- aku dalam kereta, ceramin betutup. mana ku dangar ia phewit phewit, pikir ku ia wishing motornya jadi lawa :p

11. Kau kan jumpa kawanmu disekolah, kali masa kau panggil ia, ia toleh belakang, kalinya kau salah orang, apa kau buat?
- aku ketawa saja.. hehe.. luan sama wah caranya bejalan, size badannya.. hehe. apakan

12. Kau duduk ni arah bas kali kau tercium bau busuk, apa kau buat?
- Bas andang nya bau jua.. iatah aku inda naik bas. except if school yang arrange -.-'

13. Kau ani buat homework, kali kawanmu ani bercakap pasal yang kuning-kuning, kau nyampuk inda?
- inda eh. malas ku. ku daub ia sekali. HAHA! but my friends don't really talk kuning-kuning :)

14. Result exammu teruk kali kau ada dah report sheetnya kau tunjukkan kah inda arah parents mu?
- hehe. inda. karang kena marah lepas tu kena grounded :(

15. Ada orang sebelahmu ani ada nyamuk arah pipinya, kau bagitau ia atau kau tampar ia?
- TAAAMPAR!! mun orang ku banci tah lagi, sengaja lagi ku tampar kuat kuaaat. haha.

16. Kau berduaan ni dengan si boyfriend arah rumah, kali cerita yang kamu liat ani, ada babak orang kissing, macamana tu?
- that looks nice and sexy. shall we do it too? :P

17. Kau suka lelaki macamana?
-smart, HOT, taller than me, romantic but not jiwang, understanding, not pushy, well.. a bit tough? bodynya hot, well-shaved, clean, well.. a guy that is too good to be true.. I haven't found him yet! nanti tah ku mencari. hehe :)

18. Inda batah lagi puasa, apa planningmu?
- inda jua payah planning -.-' planning kan inda puasa kali? hehe!

19. Kau makan direstaurant, siuk siuk kau makan ada tia orang bersebelahan meja denganmu ngurik hidung, apa kau buat?
- atuuu banaaaa~ inda tau malu jua? ku cabut hidung nya ah, inda pun sumpah jadi macam hidung babi. HAHA

20. Masa tengahmalam, kau tidur dibilik, kali kana katuk tia tabuk bilikmu, apa kau buat?
- woii! pukul berapakan ni kau katuk katuk ani? pintu ada! atau kau inda pandai katuk pintu?

21. bah tag tia kawanmu.
- kalau ku inda mau tag cemana? ;p

CB ♥

2009-07-12T19:28:00.010+08:00

OH MY GEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
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AAAAAAHHHHHHH!! IA SWEEEET! Georgina is back, the bitch is baaaaack. Blair and Georgina room mate? Serena's dad has been found? I CANNOT WAIT TO WATCH SEASON 3!

♥♥♥♥ CHUCK BASS ♥♥♥♥
Chuck: I was a coward running away again. But everywhere I went, you caught up with me. So I had to come back.
Blair: I want to believe you, but I can't. You've hurt me too many times.
Chuck: Then believe me this time.
Blair: That's it?
Chuck: [pauses] i love you, too. (they kiss)
Blair: Can you say it twice? (laughs) No, I'm serious, say it twice.
Chuck: I love you, I love you, I love you. (kissing)
- gossip girl
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Nuriy sakai. hehe

2009-07-12T12:57:00.005+08:00

Nuriy sakai.. Ia baru tau if MSN dapat.. pakai yang handwriting atu. hehe. She was about to sleep sekali inda jadi.. hehe

TAIE LALAT SI NURIY WARNA HIJAU! hahaha

HAHAHA! nurrriy, sudah ku post ni ah? sorry, malas ku crop :P kalau banyak orang add kau, jangan salah kan aku ah? email mu wah tampang tampang. HEHEHE

2009-07-10T18:38:00.005+08:00

PERFUME KU PACAH OLEH SI BEBEH!

!@#$%$#@#$%$#@$%^%$#$%$#@#$%^%$#@#$%
A new one lagi tu. I use it baru jua dua kali, sekali pacah tia. BUMMER! BULLCRAP! ERGHHH!! stress ku si bebeh ani! Bummer eh! shesh!

and ooooh, If only I had a power...
I would like to...
temu kan.. my kawan and my other kawan
I would love to see them together
even though..
it's gonna be awkward..
I'm just saying. HEHE

How did they know? O.O

2009-07-10T13:44:00.002+08:00

Dear Malai Raudah, your Chinese zodiac is Monkey.

Below is your life prediction in this year 2009:

This is going to be a wonderful year for you. As you are already in a better position compared to others, this will be a good time to make your dreams come true. Not only will your plans materialize, but you will also enjoy greater popularity. People will give you the support that you need and even strangers will be friendly towards you. Although in general you will be in a good position for great advancements, you will need to be aware of your own behavior and how others might react to you. You should always remain humble and modest. It will be best not to participate in gossip corners and not to speak poorly about others. Should you not have anything good to say, it will be better not to say anything. Where you might have upset or offended others, they will not be able to get back at you directly. But it will be returned to you many folds later when your popularity subsides. It will be better not to make any enemies now. Another possible danger that you will face this year is the sudden crises that will arise. Hence, it will be critical for you to be prepared and have contingency plans should things take a sudden turn for the worse. Not only will this give you greater assurance of success, others will also be deeply impressed with your foresight. You might fall in love this year if you are single. This will also be a good time to strengthen your relationship if you are already in one. As your popularity will be on the rise, avoid entangling yourself in a messy situation. Try to stay focused on your relationship and not create misunderstandings. Be careful of health issues that might strike without warning. You should roll up your sleeves and get ready to reap the best out of this year.

You were born on 8 September 1992, Tuesday.

POSITIVE : Her speech is soft and a good entertainer . Good at keeping secret, only certain person can know the secret she's keeping. Her decision not tough and easily influence by others. In financial matters, she's good at savings, not stingy. Hardworking, responsible, like to be praise but need guidance and supervising in many aspect.

NEGATIVE : Like to blame others for any mistake, and have potential to become insincere. When she didn't like a person she will caused trouble, stubborn. Give up easily and always depend on others. Always trapped in tough decisions.

PINK
Like : This is a softened red, so it tempers passion with purity. It is associated with romance, sweetness, delicacy, refinement and tenderness. Pink people are interested in the world around them, but they do not throw themselves into participating with the ardor of the red person. Violence in any form is upsetting to you.
At one time, pink was considered exclusively feminine, like the frosting on a little girl's birthday cake, but more men are comfortable with pink now because it's no less macho to exhibit sensitive, so-called feminine traits.
If you love pink, you are talented and have subdued drive, charm and warmth, and are probably an incurable romantic. Pink people are friendly but tend to keep inner feelings hidden.

Dislike : Soft, medium tints do not evoke much emotion--many people are indifferent to pink. It is sweetness, innocence and naivete--red with the passion removed. So if you dislike pink, you are looking for excitement in your life and pink simply will not do it for you.

OMG!

2009-07-09T20:23:00.004+08:00

I showed up to school yesterday and.. .. believe it or not, I only turned up in GP class. The rest... hehehehe! I didn't mean to ditch the classes, but.. I was too lazy. plus.. I wasn't in the mood and I wasn't feeling well. That was the first time I ever ditched classes and hopefully it'd be the last time too. hehe. But heck, I got my temperature checked and it was 37.9 kah, I'm not sure, and ada the "beep" sound.. and Hakim said badan ku panas and teacher Amal jua (I was asked to go home but.. I refused) but.. tipu saja tu. I was okay jua that day.. :D and :( teacher business kirim salam arah ku. :(

Todaaaay, aku inda sekolah lagi (not that im proud of it).. and ooooh, yaya! @#$%$#@$%#$% she IM-ed me on MSN and she said this tarus tarus.. (baik jua aku inda heartattack)

me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
aku sasak kau
thanks for everything
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
WOII!!
kau kenapa?
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
aku sasak kau
ani kawan?
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
APAKAN?
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
apakan apa?
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
kau cakap ani?
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
apakan ku ckp?
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
kau sasak aku pasal?
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
kau rasa apakan kau buat arah ku?
inda ku sangka wah kau buat arah ku cani
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
HAH?
apakan?
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
INDA KAN INDA TAHU APA YANG DIRI BUAT ARAH ORANG?
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
HAHHH?
APA?
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
cuba kau fikir apa yang kau buat arah ku
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
manada papa
-.-'
apa ku buat?
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
TIPU!!!
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
APAKAN KU BUAT?
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
INDA KU SANGKA ORANG YANG KU PECAYA SELAMA ANI BUAT AKU CANI WAH..
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
EH APAKAN KU BUAT?

macam -.-' woiiii!!! are you out of your mind? you want me to cut your head off? want me to kill you? want me to... bitch you? I was mad, and panicked and all over the place. tarus tarus cakap cematu and I know I did nothing wrong, and I was innocent.. and then....

me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
HAHAHAHAHAH.........
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
KAU KENAPA?
WOIIII
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
ahahhaha...
kajap ehh
apatah??sais aku belakun?
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
BAIIIEEEEE!!!! KAU TIPU KAH?
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
takut kau???
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
*&*^%$#@%^&%%$#$@$%^^&*&^@#$%^*
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
ahahah
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
BAIIIIEEEEE!!
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
aku nyaya kauu
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
KAU ANI AHHH!!
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
aku testingg
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
serious lagi tu
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
ahaha
sorry wahh
MalaiRaudah ; singletini says:
macam tah aku ada buat something!
me khairiyah hr i.a: SAA says:
ahahah
yes yes yes

BAAAAAIE! macam.. panic ku sudah. You're so gonna pay for this yaya. One day. ergh! stress ku tarus.. but.. baik jua ada orang atu.. *kiraikirai. HE HE HE :D

-.-'

2009-07-07T19:31:00.004+08:00

I skived schooool today! hehe. I seriously don't have the mood yet to mug up wah! and to slog everything ah. hehe.

shooooould I go to school tomorrow? Lets just wait for tomorrow. I prolly will go to school tapi hehh... yadayada.

si umie cakap bellah marah ah. hehe! and oooh, umie.. If aku school, you neeed to tell me everything. EVERYthing, alright? hehe! and mesti jadi ke New Zealand :) Bellah pun jua!

I have business homework, but I am so laaazy to do it. Biar tia eh! ;p

school oh school. You're back!

2009-07-06T22:45:00.006+08:00

SCHOOL REOPENS TODAAAAY!! woohoo :)
welcome back to school, people! :D
but hey, do you actually think it is really a good idea to come to school? well, in terms of.. our safety? health? what's more important, education or health? (considering the facts that these two are important) hehe! whatev. Just, stay healthy and avoid crowded places! :D

I miss school but I still need holiday! Being a form sixth student is tiring, but I cannot give up! :) My future is in my hand *wink

I found this quote:
" I find four great classes of students. The dumb who stay dumb. The dumb who become wise. The wise who go dumb. The wise who remain wise" - Martin H. Fischer

oooh! I'm booooored! I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. (Actually I am not going to school tomorrow. yeay!) hehe! Have fun tomorrow, darlings :)

- If loving you is a crime, I'd like to be jailed for my whole life, in your heart
- Without you my days are "Sadday", "Moanday", "Tearsday", "Wasteday", "Thirstday", "Fightday", and "shatterday"
- I opened my wallet and I find it empty, reached in to my pocket and found a few coins, searched my heart and I found you. Then I realised how rich I am.
- There are 12 months in a year
4 weeks in a month
7 days in a week
24hours in a day
But there is only one you in a life time
- sweet-cotton candy? Nope!
chocolate syrup? Nah!
Let me see.. How about sugar? Of course not!
There is nothing as sweet as you.
-If "nothing" lasts forever, would you mind be my "nothing?"
- Are your legs tired? Coz you've been running through my mind!
-aaa.. I forgot your name. Can I call you "mine"? And, in case you forget my name too, call me "yours"
- If loving you is wrong, then I don't wanna be right!

Haha! see how bored I am? and pretty much jobless? :D
This will do. Goodnight now! :)

please help meeee!

2009-07-04T23:51:00.003+08:00

Lenggang patah patah~ (screw it if the lyric is incorrect)
It looks like my neighbour is having a good time. oh well, its saturday night. what do you expect? They're karaoke-ing, and doing poco-poco dance. How fantastic. plus hey, these people really do know how to have fun. Inda dapat jalan jalan, they're doing stuffs at home. More safe. H1N1!
It is now 12.01am. OH WAIT! IT IS SUNDAY ALREADY? OH.MY.GOSH! whaaaat am I gonna do? Tomorrow school reopens. Tomorrow is MONDAY!I HAVEN'T done with my homeworks! I barely finish my business homework! Now I need to slog accounting too? 4 untouched exercises! OH MAAAAAHN!! I'm soooo dead! Oooooh! Tell me this isn't happening! SHITTY! Guess I reaaaaaaaaaaally have to stay home all day today. Not going out at all, no online, no faceboooook, no nothing (I get distracted easily!) I'm grounding myself! OH MY GOSH!! I caaaaaaannot believe tomorrow is monday. fooooooo-king monday! I need more holidaaaay! :( But I feel really uneducated already for not going to school almost 3 weeks! errrrgh!

Anyway, yaya, umie! hehe! I'm still here. I've been busy lately? hehe. No worries, I'm still breathing. HAHA! I feel likeeeeee doing this..

I am supposed to sleep right now. Ngah has warned me, but howdy.. how am I supposed to sleep when for the past 2 weeks I've been sleeping like at 3am? I need to start sleeping at 11pm balik, craaaap!

There will be a grand meeting tomorrow. at 3pm! tell me what I'm gonna do from 11am? I have PS before lunch and GP after lunch. I have to wait until 3pm? from 11am? are you kidding?

empire! :)

2009-06-30T18:00:00.013+08:00

HOLLAAA!! :)
finally not long after I posted the previous post datang tia si najib! HE HE! faham ia :)
we went to empire just.. for fun! since we're so bored so.. yeah. okay, frankly, we went to empire for.. a reason. oh no, make it two. One is obviously pasal umie's situation and the other one.. hehe! I'd be such a tweeeeeerp if I mention it here. He he! Let it be a secret, yes umie and yaya? *wink

Here are some pictures, more on my facebook :)
Oh ohhhhh! Before that, I'm glaaaaaad rambut dapan ku panjaaang balik. yeaay! I love, loveeee, am loooving my haaair :)

Don't you think we're just so pretty? Natural beauty baaaybay! No make-ups, no sexy dresses or fancy outfits. HAHA! I'm just sayiiiing. No offense! Just fuck your own business dummies, if hati mu macam tecucuk cucuk! HAHA! But really, no pun intended :)
oh wait! you're purrrrrrrety also and as hot as models! (HAHAHAHA! LOL)
Don't go saying things alright because you just don't know what's happening!
ooo-kay, I'm getting a bit off track here :p

cat fight! HAHA! kidding.
our miss fragile is being fragile. HAHA! whatever that is
Umie the fragile ones, and me, they say the annoying ones! -______-" maybe it's true, I even tried to push umie into the pool! HAHA! kidding, everyone knows I wouldn't do that. hehe :p
I wanna swwwim!
si umie suruh post ani pasal she said she looks sliiim, tapi aku yang fat. haha
somehow, this picture looks pretty cool. macam arah park. no wait, desert. haha
siapa paling obeerrr? si umie! hehe
macam charlie's angels. hehe! :p
MORE ON MY FACEBOOK

@#$#@!#$

2009-06-30T13:33:00.005+08:00

DRATSS!!!!

what a bitch! why is najib taking soooooo loooong to pick us up? it's almost.. oh well.. berapa minutes lagi kan pukul dua! daaaaarn it! I soo hate waiting.

oh, umie and yaya are here. they both are soooooo gonna explode niii waiting ah! I better gooo ruuuun away from them because.... they're behind me and I don't wanna be the.. mangsa of their angryness! whatever am I saying. hehe. kidding!

I shall ask Umie to taaaaake a deeeeeeeeeeep breath! oh yeah, now she is doing some yoga stuffs. HAHA! and oh! I just made her laugh! yeaaay me! :D her hands are on the air now, she's almost flying! :D OH OH!! now she is seriously doing the yoga thing. she said "aku pandai yang yoga cobra atu" hehe! whatever that is. and she just sang "ku petik bintang.. bintang" -.-' oh help! she'll be on fire in a bit.

On the other hand, yaya is.. oh! "batah ku menunggu", "batah jubur ku menunggu" -.-'

and me? I'm typing this while waiting for this man to come. AGESSSS man! sooo not cool. Isn't it supposed to be the guy who actually do the waiting? -.-'

HAHA! okay, thats enough already. I'm out!

Romance : shaken not stirred :D

Oiiii!

2009-06-29T01:00:00.002+08:00

I miss the old times! you bitch! can't you understand? I wish I could turn back time. I miss having the best people around me. and now, everything has changed. oh well, not exactly everything. almost eveything! But still, it saddens me! :(

I rather stay with the best people than macam find new friends or anything. oh bah! inda ku mau emo. If only I could rewind those moments.. inda papalah. arah otak ku saja ia rewind :) does everyone really have to move on? *sigh*

Old times, come back! :(

"forgive me" :p

2009-06-29T00:36:00.002+08:00

welcome back me!

2009-06-28T21:01:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA! shit! My plan was to macam buat banyak banyak posts and then.. macam baru reveal, or expose or whatever the exact word is.. but.. hehh! i changed my mind. He he :D Last time, the layout went wrong and bida wah. and I was super lazy to find a new layout so I decided to just hantam lah. Biar cbox saja ada. hehe.. plus I'm lazy sudah ah to blog :P

But now, here I am! since the layout mau sudah and inda bida lagi, and HAHA! banyak tia karang posts ku. baru dua jua saja. hehe :P

NUR! ADEEQ! YAYA! HAPPY NOW? I'M BACK! I NEVER KNEW YOU GIRLS RINDU BACA POSTS KU! he he he. I'm kidding. But are you haaaappy now? :P

I'm glad that.. hehe. cuti kena extend pasal homeworks ku balum siap. aaaahh.. I feel so overthemoon. I feel complete :D well, almost! I'm loving my jess, si lappy sama si aww.. baby baru ku *kiraikirai :D

Niniku :)

2009-06-28T20:32:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINI!!! :)

Kaka, selaku cucu pertama (eseeehhh :p) mengucapkan selamat hari jadi dan kaka sayang nini.. :D eventhough I'm not really a good granddaughter as I always made nini marah and yadayada.. I didn't mean to wah tu. oh well, I'm stubborn then :( but hey, whatever. I LOVE YOU NINI! Nini ku lawa, nini ku baik. eventhough nini now is 73, kuat kali masih ah nini ku ani! he he. I'm proud to have you as my nini and me as your granddaughter! :D nini ku muda masih. nini ku kuat! nini ku pandai drive masih, mata nini ku tarang masih. nini ku rock! hehe. nini ku rajin :D aku saja cucu nini paling pemalas :( lol. but too bad, its true -.-'

incase, I'm just proud to have nini as my nini. No pun intended :)

we celebrated nini's birthday just.. 10mins ago? hehe :D Amit datang tadi and terus lah we celebrate. just a small celebration. kami balikan nini cooler :D haha! apaaan! atu pun di bagitau :p
cucu, anak and menantu Hjh Fatimah. hehe :D
oberrr si abang aniii.. sampai nampak wah alak-alak nya ah -.-'
umur nini ku satu. hehe! apaaaan :p nada wah! nini is the number one heroin! :D eseehh. lol
manja ni amit ah. inda mau lapas dari nini. HAHA! :P
notice something? haha! semangat nini atu kan potong cake. candle balum lagi betiup! HAHAHA! caliii eh! nada orang realised lagi tu awal awal, pastu HAHA! barutah ada orang tagur :P
HAHA! atuu banaaaa... control sikit :P

hehe! below ani cali tia sikit. macam macam gaya :p
Happy holiday! :D

baby ku - N97! :D

2009-06-27T22:37:00.005+08:00

WOOOHOOOOO!!! :D :D :D :D

I can't stop smiiiiiiiling.. widely! :D :D :D

I'm so thrilled! I'm so happy, I'm so... aaahh.. excited! I'm soo.. what else? on top of the moon! I'm floating on air! so.. haha! that shows how haaaappy I really am! :D

Remember last time I said, Ngangah said something really.. made my day? :D so there.. she said this last time, "it's time for you to buy a new phone, ka" he he! so here it goes! :D

27-06-09! One of the best day ever! :D
I finnally have aww.. my new love :) thanks to ngangah :) I'm so gonna take care of it! hehe! excited ku eh. sama aku sakai! :D

I chose the black one. hehe. pasal if putih... inda lama.. atu tu atu.. hehe. you know me :p sekalinya ani I'll try not to.. be careless! aku sayang ah this phone :D
Ngangah suruh tu bagi.. tu that thing untuk protection ah. macam cali, but hehe! biar tia. for my and this baby's own good :P sorry ah kalau gambar tu caweee! inda ku pandai mengambar lagi ah :P

OH! Ngah bought this phone for me under one "hard" condition. hehe! apakan. Ngangah cakap "ngah balikan kaka new phone BUT you must promise to study hard" -.-' ayooooo!! but oh well, for ngangah, anything :) Belajar tah ku ni. haha :p

Furthermore, woiiiii!! holiday kena extend!! wooohoooo!! :D Am I just not so lucky today? hehe :D siuk eh! aku inda mau sekolah pasal homework ku balum siap. HAHA! :p siap nii siap. soon! :D

okay, roger and out! until next time darling-s :D

BELLAAAAHHH!!

2009-06-18T13:33:00.004+08:00

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HAAAAAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY!!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!
HAAPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SITIBELLYBELLO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! :D
And HAPPY TOGETHER!!
Bell! kau dulu beboyfriend dari kami semua. cemana ni bell? HAHA! Congratulations! jangan kau belicense sudah.. kan bedating saja.. aku jangan kau lupa! :p

2009-06-17T18:42:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY SH.MD. SYAZWAN!!
yeaaay! adik ku basar sudah.. buat IC niii :D
Ewan ani kan, kan sama sudah macam Ayah. He is matured and I kinda.. hehe.. scared of him. I'm serious. He usually tagur me. Especially time bejalan. Beceramah tia ia, be soal jawab tia ia. and his favourite question is if he sees me jalan "kaaa.. mana tudung kaka?" -_______-" but hey, bagus aku ada adik cematu :D That is what makes Ewan so lovable. KAKA SAYANG ALAI! sorry lai nada present.. nanti sudah kaka keraja or anything, i'll buy you something good. hehe :D
PSR nii laaaaii.. prove to us you can do better and get a very good result. Maaaasuk MS, sama ngangah selalu. hehe :)

PUTERA!

2009-06-15T12:36:00.004+08:00

GO PUTERA! GO PUTERA! GO!!

Together we're unstoppable
wo-oh
Together we can win this
wo-oh

Lai oh Lai oh Lai.. hehe.. aaaahhh.. I miss those moments :D

we had our sports day (13/06) It was hollllllaaaa FUN! :D though it was such a hot day, kami tanning :p

This year is INDERA'S YEAR! They emerged as the champion. Congratulaaaaaaaaaaa - tions! :D
second came... PUTERA!! YEAAAY!!! :D
Third... SETIA!

The marchpass thingy. KESUMA won the first place..
second came SETIA
and third INDERA!

okay, forth... PUTERA! hehe. It doesn't matter lah. we had fun plus the marks isn't that far from the third winner :)
Pictures more on my facebook and here.. arah laptop ku. hehe :p

OH CRAP!

2009-06-14T12:58:00.005+08:00

I want these things

Nokia N97
or Nokia 5800 (black edition)
KK - shop shop shop (December)
New Zealaaaaand - school trip next year
:) :) :) :D :D :D

hep hep hooraaay!

2009-06-14T11:16:00.002+08:00

FINALLY, it's HOLIDAY!! the moment.. I've been waiting since last month. hehe.
HAPPY HOLIDAY you people. Have fun!
Holiday holiday jua, holiday homework/assignments, jangan lupa. and revisions. hehe :p

bracelet!

2009-06-02T18:22:00.003+08:00

OH! I broke my bracelet. the beaded ones. awww :( sayang eh! Ia putus ah. Gugur satu satu lagi tu the beads. masa di bathroom. awww. sayang eh! I love tuuu galang atu. tapi putus sudah. I left the beads in the bathroom masih. malas ku pick up. Let it be. siapa suruh putus? aww... But ngangah is gonna give hers. yeaaaay! :D

and ooooh! when I was sitting kan sama ngangah arah dining room. Ngah said... hehe. malas ku cakap eh. But it totally made my day! YEAAAY!! :D Let it be a secret. If jadi... then.. yeay! :) I can't wait.

Ngah's vaio is out tomorrow. *wiggle eyebrows. YEAAAYYY!! :D

oh, the pictures about yesterday, will post that soon. short-term memory lost :p

I seem pretty happy eh! I am. I don't wanna be sad. sooo.. not nice. :)

Okaaaaay.. I'm out! I have to finish up all those painstaking works. or else, they'll gonna pile up! Ia atu macam... giving birth all the time. inda mau habis! hehe.

don't worry, be happy! :)

2009-06-02T13:35:00.003+08:00

Tired

Tired

Exhausted

I've never felt this kind of exhaustion before. Nothing like this. I'm just so tired. Too much pressure, endless homeworks and it just keeps on piling up. I'm so tired eh!

Not only that.. I have something else bothering me too. But I just can't say it. I'm not sure too what that thing is. I feel so heavy. My chest hurts. I feel like letting everything out. But there is no way I can do that. There is just NO way! I feel so stressed out! I wish I had a mother to talk to. which I'm sure she'd understand how you're feeling right now, what is bothering you even if you hadn't even said a single word. she'd be guessing and then.. correcto! you can just vent tarus without having any trouble how to begin the venting. EH! enough. Nonsense. That is so not going to happen. I know I have ngangah to talk to, but hehh.. still! Mama lagi siuk! Ngangah siuk pulang, really! whatever. Oh, I love ngangah.

I'm actually trying to distract myself from saying more about mama. sighs

so.. there you go.. bangang tia ku. sighs. If only I'm that rich wah.. I'd be flying off to somewhere else right this moment jua. Just for a while. Away from my family, my friends... and everyone else. Not that I'm ditching them or whatever, I just.. wanna be alone! Thinking about almost everything..on my own. jadi emo ku ni sekajap. hehe. But really, belayar ku sekajap ni. Eventhough I know, macam kemana pun ku lari, the problems won't just go away and tinggal di Brunei, it'll follow me. But atleast, I won't have to see people worrying about me. and macam.. hehh.. entah! payah ku cakap. I don't wanna be a burden to people.. macam karang dorang pikir 'kenapa kan ia ani? okay ia kah?' see.. macam kesian jua tu dorang pikir cematu, and sudah dorang tanya me, I'll be like 'eh! nada papalah. everything is fine' which.. woiiii! entah!!! inda ku tau what to say.

This actually macam.. makes me become a rude person wah. and pemarah. oh, since I'm having my pms.. double lah segala galanya. I'm very rude ah perasan ku lately. pasal.. entah. I don't wanna be rude. sorry kamu! I'll behave niii! I'll try not to be rude to you friends. sorry ah? period ku this month banar banar eh buat aku pemarah. shesh -.-'

I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS TOO MUCH WAH! I just don't wanna make them worry about something not worth worrying. seeee... I rather see them be happy, smiling all the way.. and all the time :D :D :D

OH! okaaay. I'm done. I just wanna see my friends and family happy. I think that'll help me.. be happy too! hehe. eh! I'm saying this macam there will be no happiness lagi untuk aku. Over eh..

Apaaaaaan aku ani! Emo jua eh! bida! Oh well, sorry people if I'm being rude or anything. Like I said, I'll behave. sorry kawan kawan. I'll be me again soon. the very most annoying friend of yours. hehe :D

ILOVEYOU, FRIENDS! :D

June 1st

2009-06-02T13:20:00.005+08:00

we went Gadong yesterday. as in 'WE!' OH MY GOSH! It has been ages since we last hung out together. Abang Naip was the one who planned all this, and guess what? He planned this and he was also the one who didn't show up! He couldn't come pasal ada orang meninggal. too bad then. and Syam pun didn't come. and he used the "malas ku" reason -.-' so that left... us.. hey wait! It was like this
♥ umie & falah
♥ sitibellybello & zaim
♥ N & N (Nad & Nafees. hehe)
♥ Adeeq & WafiyM
♥ Me & Merul
♥ Yaya & Ajeez & Najib

yes! YAYA DATED TWO GUYS! O.O she must be out of her mind yesterday. HAHA! we didn't plan to go like.. dating or bawa dates. But it turned out that almost all of us ada date. hehe. except for Nafees and Nad pulang. so, we just hantam.. Nafees tia jadi date si Nad. Aww.. sweet eh :p

OH! Belly's sister tagged along too with her boyfriend. hehe :D

AND this was the FIRST time that WafiyM joined us. sama merul jua. Hey! Thanks for coming. We had fun! :)

we watched terminator salvation. *thumbs up. SIUK! though I still didn't get the part why bapanya lagi muda dari the son. hehh -.-'

OIII!! ADA INCIDENT BARIMALU KAN MATI jua! HAHA! sooo.. silly eh! I was embarrassed. Shush you people who knew about this. :p

I fed my tummy VERY WELL yesterday. Mengasak saja ku! First, di Pizza Hut. then Cheezbox. then macam ada this and that lagi. Makin labu tia parut ku :(

And I got a truck of tronky from WafiyM. HAHA! sooo cute eh!
* (MORE TO BE UPLOADED SOON)

Overall, I HAD SO MUCH FUN! Thanks kamu :) ILOVEYOU kamu. hehe :)

positive!

2009-05-31T20:20:00.004+08:00

ADA ACCIDENT TADI!! arah highway Jerudong. kami testuck disana for almost an hour -.-' But really, panjang queue tadi. and then, macam banyak lagi tu ambulance, bomba datang. mula mula datang bomba kan.. sekali ambulance lagi. and then, after few minutes, another bomba datang, then another ambulance. SCARY! masa tu kami masih jauh kan dari the scene. so we macam thought the accident must be really really bad since the ambulance and bomba kept on coming. sekali BANAR! was it a truck or a pick up, telanggar sama was it avanza.. I'm not quite sure. But howdy crap! wasn't it terrifying -.-' the pick up atu, telimpang wah! macam tebalik. te rotate 90 degrees. then the avanza atu picak ah dapannya. and arah passenger seat atu, the dashboard macam... eh! mun ada orang wah arah passenger seat atu, guarantee picak tu orang ah. masa kami sampai arah the scene, orang nya nada lagi. kena bawa sudah oleh ambulance. check newspaper tomorrow. and oh! ada lagi, ada lagi this car, merz pun accident. tapinya macam jauh lagi sikit kedapan. Bangang ku kenapa boleh ia jauh didapan kereta atu. tapi the merz pun picak.

and oh, Bruneian people are so nice.. hehe :D It was so cute how the car converge and whats the other one? Diverge kah? masa the ambulance and bomba kan pass through. so cute ah! I wish I had my camera with me tadi. GOSH! I really need to listen to Ucu to bring my camera everywhere I go. hehe. But it's heavy wah.

okay enough.

so Yaya made me think. I'm really trying hard to not sakitkan hati my "bestfriend" who likes me. But then, what about hati the one that I like? I need to jaga jua. He has been very understanding and, guess what? All I ever did to him was, complaining and nag alot. kesian jua tu. kan? plus si bestfriend ani pun, macam he doesn't really care about me nomore. so why should I macam really trying hard? and what if I keep on nagging and ranting, and I bore him? and, well.. there might be.. a possibility he might leave and NOOOO!!! I don't want that to happen! He is so nice and very understanding. and I trust him. so eh! entah. well, this doesn't mean that I'm totally not gonna jaga perasaan si bestfriend. I'm not a mean person, plus he was being very nice and protective to me dulu. I won't forget that :) I still love him, he is my friend, still.

But I'll focus more on si merulmali. Hehe. Thanks for being very understanding. you're so awesome! and ampun beribu ampun! hehe. you're my setaie! :p :p

Oh! scratch the last paragraph. Its kinda confusing and I don't really feel like elaborating it and talk about it. so just leave it. pretend that paragraph doesn't exist. It's better that way :)

saya rindu.....

2009-05-31T11:42:00.003+08:00

I MISS YOU PEOPLE!! :)

Including si Adeeq Amliii nii aku miss. hehe. Mana si Adeeq ah masa ani?

AKU RINDU KAMU SEMUA!!
aku miss si syam jua!

I found this picture. hehe. habis sudah semua. alaaaaaaah! Aku lapar jua ni time ani :p I ate them all. No wonder I'm fat eh :p

fish!

2009-05-30T23:47:00.003+08:00

I am so fucked up right now.

You know, there are just some things that you could and could not say it to certain people. sometimes, it'd be easier to say this one particular stuff to your friend, and not your bestfriend. and same goes to like.. macam say it to your boyfriend, but not to your bestfriends. vice versa. I neeeed to vent! I need to talk to someone! But I just don't know who to talk to. I feel all wrong. Where is this friend of mine who used to be there all the bloody time? don't you know that I really wanna talk to you? I miss you wah! Its just.. it doesn't mean if i'm committed to someone, I don't wanna talk to you no more, or I don't need you. salah wah tu!

It really is hard to jaga perasaan orang ani. I need to jaga perasaan orang atu, sekali yang seorang pulang sakit hati. sekali cematu laaaah! sampai bilabila. But do they care about my feeling? no, they don't. Do they? Do you?

Don't get me wrong, all right? I'm just saying. nada specific ni. and errrghh! sorry wah to people if you think I'm annoying or bitchy or whatever. Inda ku tau cemana kan cakap lagi. I'm tired wah. This is me wah. Can't you just accept me for who I am? I'm not perfect wah. I'm just a human being who makes mistakes, always! You just don't know me. Leave me alone wah eh! You don't need to be nice infront of me, and then dibelakang, you'd be just like a rubbish! talks behind my back, saying this and that. shut up already. cause you don't bloody know me! what is wrong with you?!

You know what? I'm tired wah sudah. sometimes kan, if you need your friends, non of them are available. but then, haters are always available. even if you don't need them! yang di cari nada, yang inda dicari, macam baie ada tia tu. what did I do to you kan? eh.. boring banar!

It's 12am now. I better get some sleep. stress melampau sudah ni aku ah -.-' and shesh! Aku period awal ah this monts. Usually si wani dulu, ani aku dulu. stress banar sudah tu aku ah.

Bah, Goodnight.
p/s: ku doakan kau bahagia disana ah!

New skin

2009-05-30T18:30:00.002+08:00

YEAAAYYY!! Finaaaally! Oh gosh. I'm so tired now. I wanted to change the skin since last week but didn't get the chance. so.. I was bored and ada time, I finaaaally tukar tia! yeaaay! Oh well.. Hope this skin looks good. hehe :D

Today was fucking tiring. Afternoon tadi ah, ada kah kena suruh angkat meja and kerusi. Tiiiiirrrrrriiiing!! Oh well. whatever. I need to go now. I spent almost an hour and a half just to change the layout. dummies! I need to shower. Aku belum mandi dari pagi. hehe. apa! aku sekulah wah eh. kau sama jua balum mandi. wuuu :p hehe. nada wah.

Merul, get well soon. Iloveyou :D

2009-05-29T21:17:00.005+08:00

It is my 200th posts! yeaaay! sikit baru -.-'

watch this!
BULLSHIT WAH!!! HOW COULD SUCH A PERSON DO THIS??? TO A KID lagi tu. he is just a small kid. what was this "thing" thinking?! FUCK EH!!! KENAPA KAN ADA ORANG BUDUH SIAL BABI HANTU TALUR GILA ANIII? KANAK KANAK WAH TUUU!! SIAL BANAR EH! MATI TAH KAU EH DI SANA AH! SIAAAAAAALLLL!!! EHHHH!!!
mental ku cemani ani. I just don't understand why there is a need to abuse innocent kids kan? They're humans too wah. kau saja yang babi! kau bukan human. kau babi! eeeeeehhh!!

Oh oh.. my friend asked me to watch that. Why oh why did you suruh me to watch that? Sad wah tu :(

Rot in hell you pig (yang abuse that kid)

Birthday!

2009-05-29T11:39:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH!!
Ayah is now 41 eh. tua sudah ayah ku ani rupanya. HEHE! :p
Have a great birthday Ayah! Ayah is in KK right now, inda tia dapat celebrate together eh. aww :(
May Allah bless you, and may you be blessed with health, prosperity and mudahantah Ayah panjang umur :D Just so you know, we love you yah! you're the best Ayah in this world :D

Happy Belated Birthday to Bebeh! (25.05)
She is now 9 years old. Basar sudah adik ku ani. atu kan dulu basarnya macam bottle sihat saja. HAHA! I'm kidding. I love si Bebeh, so much! eventhough I know I'm the meanest kaka ever in this world. hehe. Nada wah, I'm kind jua kali ah. I always bagi sweets jua, and share my stuffs. HAHA! Those thing don't really tell if I'm a good kaka or a bad kaka. I'll go ask Bebeh if I'm a good kaka or bad kaka arahnya :p Just so bebeh knows, KAKA SAYANG BEBEH!! Belajar bisai bisai tah beh ah? and be good!! I tell you. and thanks for always be there for me beh. Eventhough you're just 9, I admit.. you're so cool! haha. lets say you're matured. and sometimes I think that macam you're even.. berakal than I am. sighs. but hey, blablabla... doesn't matter. ILOVEYOU BEH!

"that guy"

2009-05-21T22:49:00.005+08:00

I.. wanted to post something right after I read my cbox. But then, I didn't get the chance. until now.

I feeeeeel reaaaallly baaaad! Like extremely!

To find a true friend is really hard, right? The one who loves you, who'll always be there for you through all the ups and downs, the one that understands you so well, you know.. all those stuffs. But thankfully, I have found my friends. I LOVE THEM! I'm serious. I'm glad that I met them.

I just wanna.. let this out. It is about my friend, the 'that guy' guy, I supposed he doesn't want people to know who he is. Lets just keep it that way. He is a good friend of mine. He really is! Infact, he is one of the best people I've ever met in this world. We went to the same primary school, but weren't that close. sekali, last year baru ku jumpa ia balik. :D
so then, we became close friends and he was there for me all the time. He comforted me, he made me laugh, and all. I cherish those moments.

*oh god. I miss him so much. I feel like crying*

so skip skip. Things happened.

Just lately, he kinds of ignoring me, not ignoring. Lets say avoiding me. I understand why. I may be an egoistic person, but.. truth is, I miss having him around. Prolly because I'm used to having him around me for couple of months. I.. wish I could make him happy. He is a really good person. I just don't wanna lose him, you know.. I still want him around, just like how we used to be. But it might be hard for him... since.. Oh god! I just wish... I don't know how to put it into sentences.

I admit, I love him. But.. I'm not in love with him. I love him as my friend. I really do. I just want him to stay wah with us, he is close yet far wah. Not that I wanna boss him around, or force him to stay with us.. It's just.. IA KAWAN KU WAH! AKU SAYANG IA WAH EH! I'm happy if he is happy. I just want the old him wah. I know its hard and, impossible. But... I don't know. *sigh*

Dear 'that guy', you know who you are. You're still my friend. My best friend. No matter what happens, you'll always be my friend. If you need anything, just... say it to me, alright? Find me, talk to me. I will try to be there for you. You're a great, an awesome person.. Just.. if you're happy, then I'm happy too. I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy. I hope you'll find someone better, and you deserve her. You know I love you right? Thank you so much for everything. and I'm sorry for all my wrong doings.

I want the old you. We all want the old you. We miss you. and, we love you.

p/s: I'll be more happy if you still wanna be my friend. and you're the old you again.

*wink

2009-05-19T16:39:00.006+08:00

MERUL MALI! I LOVE YOU!! :D

hehh :p

2009-05-17T18:04:00.004+08:00

Yaya posted this up on her blog. Hehe. I think it is really funny. Banar! No pun intended. pasal cali ah her malay. HAHAHA

"hari ini begitu terang dan aku duduk disini tidak bersorangan tapi beramai. ya! beramai aku bersama teman teman ku duduk dan melepak. aku cuma memerhati mereka yang sedang bermain guitar. kekadang aku juga turut mengeluarkan suara ku untuk menyumbang kan suara. aku juga melihat sang kekasih yang sedang bercinta. sugguh seronok melihat mereka ni...mula mula tidak mahu mengakun tapi akhirnya aku berjaya jua membuat mereka mengakun...si sang lelaki menyanyi dan menujukan lagu tu untuk si dang kekasih!!oh!!!!sungguhh romantis nya mereka!!!!!!!!!.... HAHAHAHHAHA...atu lame banar sudahhh!!!!!!!....si leemennn ni yang request!!!ia cakap ia suka ahhh.adakah patut!!!!....ahhaha...antam tah kau mennn...anywayy aku masa ni sedang tersenyum melihat sepasang sang kekasih ini!!!..ahhaha..bah bah udah ahhh.....ngaleh ku kan jadi lame ahhh...bye..

yayahr.."

HAHA! I like it too yaya. Bukan Leemen saja. HAHA :D cali wah banar :p

ON CRACK!! :D

2009-05-12T17:11:00.007+08:00

HAHA! calii wah ni masani. talur! tapi siuk! :D
KAMI ON CRACK! excuse us :D

HAHAHA! atu ia basar naaaad! Lebar muka mu atu :P

HAHAHA! LARIII ORANG LIAT AKU :P

HAHAHA! Spiral :D

HA! HA! HA! HA! HA! ANI PALING CALII (below)

HA! HA! HA! HA! HA! calii eh. salah kejadian :p

Guess who is this ugly alien :P

BABI BABI BABI!!

cali si yaya ah! haha

NAAAAAADD!!!! *panic* YOU SERIOUSLY NEED A NOSE JOB!HAHA! kalau orang kan kiss, hidung mu memblock. payah payah orang kan kiss. HAHAHA!!

HAHA! tudung mu telampau basar nad. you need a triple S tudung :P

p/s: I flunked my maths test. STUPID! -.-'

MalaiRaudah SAKAI!

2009-05-11T16:29:00.005+08:00

AKU SAKAI LAGI! hehe :D excited ku wah :p

testing :D

2009-05-11T14:37:00.002+08:00

Hello! :D

so I was bored. I wanted to learn on how to edit pictures and stuffs, so I googled them up and I found this website, hehe.. It is pretty cool. I don't know if I'm ketinggalan or whatever. but hehe.. I like the website. cool ah! aku sakai :D and and, well. at least I'm learning :)
Mali, Bell and Umie, I'm sorry I used your pictures. hehe. pasal gambar ani dapan dapan wah. Halal ah? Its nice what :D
and and, sorry. This is my first time, and haha. testing testing saja dulu :D

This guy obsess kan kau bell. haha. I'm kidding :)

cool eh. tapi kan, out ah the colour :D

Umie :D

mothers day

2009-05-10T15:42:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MAMA, MUMMY, MOM.... :D
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to Ngangah, Uda, Nini, Ngangah Girl, Mamit, Babu Ain, Babu Masnah, mama, semua lah :)

:)

2009-05-10T15:19:00.003+08:00

hollllaaaa!!! :D how are you people? :)

yesterday was such a loooooooooong day! and it was tiring.

so MD League habis sudah. inda lagi kami stay patang ni. jarang lagi ke grandstand :p

CONGRATULATIONS SPORTIVO!! :D
champion- SPORTIVO
2nd place - HBFC
3rd- SELINGKUH
4th- SUPERFLY
CONGRATULATIONS!!!

superfly, hey! next year lagi ada. at least you guys made it through to the semi. youre the only BE yang masuk semi. Be proud :D and and, you're the best. I love superfly :))

Monitors pun kena bagi badge kemarin. hehe :D cute ah. warna black. tapikan, siapa prefects or MPs or MPIs inda boleh lagi jadi monitor. lawa sudah tu badge nya. haha. so my badge, I had to give it to my assisstant, Mardiana. Congratulations! and Hakim pun, mesti bagi his badge. so, aku turun pangkat arah tutor group. I'm the assisstant now. wooohoooo!! :D

until next time. and pictures? hehe. soon soon. InsyaAllah :)

-________________-"

2009-05-07T22:51:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOSH!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! That is so funny. HAHAHA! atu wah, arah cbox ku ah. buat nama wah buat nama. nada nama kali! LOL* I really dont care about it. I just find that atu cali wah. I dont know why :p so what if I complain? :p :p :p and okay, well.. for you.. maybe it is okay. but not for me :D FYI, it is really not your problem if aku ambung, alright? so what? It is better to be 'ambung' and 'manja' than to be a 'coward' :p

-________-' why did I write that again? Its like.. I care about it. but no, i don't :D

so anyway, I am actually mad. I 'was' actually, sekali okay sudah. But now, I am MAD again -___________-" aku sasak tadi! #$%@^&!&#!^%#*!&$!*$^*! blablabla.

I LOVE SUPERFLY!! :D
I wanted to update wah tadi banar and cerita something.. but then, I forgot apa ku kan cerita. Hehe. nanti tah. ngantuk ku.

hey

2009-05-03T15:08:00.002+08:00

HEY. HELLO. HI. HOLLA! :D

sooo... whats new people? :)

I have people complaining about me not updating my blog. so here I am. updating it. siapa terasa atu... senyum saja ah? :p

woaaaaah! Loooook! I haven't updated since I was released from the prison. I mean, the hostel. hehe :p I've been busy ah. Banaaaar. banyak keraja ku -.-'

There are so much stories that I wanted to share here. But...... this is not the right time. I have bundles of works to do. I promise I'll update soon. reeeeaaal soon :)

awu. boring sudah ni blog ku ah. sabar wah! :p

anyhoo, yesterday semi final sports day.
CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL WINNERS!
GO PUTERA!!! :D
we've got ourselves a lipas kudung. who eats sayur :p

and and... there is actually something bad going on. I mean, pasal aku. but hey, who cares. (actually, I do pulang. I'm just pretending not to) haha. apakan. bah bah. Ive got to go.

I.will.be.back. I promise :)

TO MALAI RAUDAH…

2009-04-24T13:28:00.002+08:00

My friends wrote this for me. sweet eh kamu ani. ani rupanya kamu buat kemarin atu. awww.. sweet eh. terharu ku. menangis tia ku balik eh kamu aniii :'( eh salah.. :') nangis happy :p sweeeet eh kamu aniii.. tapi aku mau balik masih :( THANK YOU KAMU :)

Laiiiii..ahahahahah…ehhh cheerrr upppp..kau kalinng ehhh…ehhh..jgn tha takut wahhh…nada papa wahhh tuuu…:p…kami sayang kauuu….ehh muka mu paling bida pernah ku liat tym anii..now pukulll 12.45…ehh..jgn buatt wahhh muka catuu atuuu…ehhh…bahhh…jgn sedihh2 lagi ahhh….text saja kami if ada papa ahhh…bahhh…kami sayang kauu….JGN NAGES AHHHHH!!!!!...call kami saja ahhh if important..if nda beangkat aku dating tah tuu sama si HH..HAHAHAHHAHAH…PAKAI LINE YANG SATU LAGI TAH TUU…hahahhaha..bha ehh adang ehhh…panjang sdhhh….ilove you…..jgn kau nages..aku majal nii disini ahhh….ahahhahaha..

Yayahr

Aku sayang kau lai.. jangan sad sad ahhh.. hahahhaha cali wah kalau kau menangis ah hahahah arah dinding lagi tu hahah ,macam apa hahahah eh siuk jua tu kaliah dapat jumpa si **** ia prefect kan tantu ia ada tu hahahah lav lav you lai!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahah and kalau kau kan tipun aku,tipun saja tah malam kah pagi ahhhaha apaan. Tapi lai malam aku busy wah sama si falah tu hahaha tapi demi u me sanggup berkorban hahahaha bah bah atu saja eh hahahah peace!

Love, umie!

HI LAII!!! I LOVE YOU LAI! LAV LAV YOU! HAHA.APAAAN! ANU LAII,KENAPAKAN KAU SEDIH SEDIH ANI KAN? JANGAN TAH SEDIH WAH! ALAAAAHHH! APA NI! LAPAS ANI ANU JALAN LAH TANI AH! YEAY! HAHAHHAHA.APAAAN! JANGANTAH PIKIRKAN WAH LAII!! WOI LAII! HAHAHA.HAPPY WAH HAPPY! EH! HAHAHA.

LOVE YOU LAII!

BELLA.

MALAIII. Jgan nangis wahh 3 hari pun nda smpai. Hahahaha. Jgan wah malai. Kalau ko tkut. Baca bismillah lahh. Kalau ko boring msg akuu wah. Aku nda papa tuu always free. Eh atu lg satu kalau ko nmpak antuu ko gtau ya ‘EH TUU, JGAN KACAU AKU! KU GTAU SI NURIY KRG’ confirm ya larii tuuu. Banar. Mun ku himpit wahh. Mati tuu banar!!! Hahahaha. Bah jgan ko nangis ahh kalau ko nangis aku kan ikut plang tp bhapa jua kuu?? Kan? Hahahaha. Mcm urg gila saja ku. Hahaha. Bah see you! On SATURDAY! Nda btah tuu. Banar. Love love,

NuRiY!

HOSTEL!!! HELL!

2009-04-24T12:12:00.004+08:00

I. WANT. TO. GO. HOME!!!!!!!!!

screw this place! Being in here is like commiting a suicide. I hate it here. every second of it. I also hate myself for being so weak. I don't usually cry but here.. it's like I'm crying the whole bloody time. Not that I'm saying this to.. make.. you.. rasa kesian but thats what I'm feeling. I'm so kesian. I don't need your sympathy by the way. eh entah eh. stress ku!!

I wanna go home.

Lastnight I couldn't sleep at all. well, I think I fell asleep macam around 4am tadi and kana bangunkan at 445. tell me If I had an enough sleep. I'm so tired. Last night, we were pretty busy and everyone was tired. Ada talk lagi from sir Affendy on what a leader ought to do. blablabla. basically the point is 'I scratch your back, you scratch my back' A leader cannot be selfish.

My room mate is.. uhm.. whats her name again? Nisa I think. I don't really know her, but I've seen her around pulang dischool. She is nice, but.. I think she is pissed off. I keep on nagging about almost everything. I told you I hate this place.

Actually, we're supposed to.. go.. uhm.. to the mosque to have the Juma'at prayer but look. here I am. alone. in my room. Everyone jalan sudah. I feel so -.-' I hope it is fine inda ikut ke masjid. ayoooo.. My intention for not going is to do my homework. But I can't. I'm tired. My brain is not functioning. O.o someone is outside dapan pintu my room. I hope I won't get caught. please go away, whoever the person that is outside my room. You're freaking me out :(

so anyway, this place sucks big time!! I'm homesick. I wanna go home. Tapi ayah inda mau ambil -.-' and and.. well, i'll tell you lah. The room is frigging small, no aircond.. really empty. The beds are new, I guess. pasal ada plastic masih. But but... nipis ah! and uncomfortable. It feels like sleeping on.. a rock -.-'

so.. there is nothing interesting here. I mean nothing, zero, nil. The bathrooms are like.. hujung hujung. and nada waterheater. Imagine that. Macam stupiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid. the toilets lagii.. flush nya inda baik. arah this floor, macam.. nada satu pun baik the jamban. orang kan poop pun inda jadi -.-'

The food was.. erm.. :( + -.-' = you've got to be kidding me. Is this edible?
Lastnight the menu was ayam kari kali. and tadi lunch kari jua. oh, god bless this place -.-'
I hate it here. period. How can these people live here? I'm not sombong or anything but seriously..entah lah. I just wanna go home. 2 more days to go. so lama :(

I hate me now. I mean, I can't even pretend I'm happy here. I can't even fake a smile here. marung ah muka ku. aku practise sudah smile dapan ceramin. not working. macam talur ku practise. masih jua inda mau lawa. mirror ani kali haunted. Haha. astaaahh.. stress ku disini ah. Baru semalam, ada sudah jerawat arah dahi ku ah. macam entah eh.. janggut saja lagi balum tumbuh. mun lama lagi wah ku disini ani, bejanggut tah kali ku eh :( I cannot stand it here. It is so hot and bloody entah.. -.-'

I wanna go home. This camp is tiring. I don't even have time for myself. Kalau pagi sampai malam ah, before 10pm atu.. jangantah kan ampai ni jubur ah arah katil. inda sampat ani wah. begagas wah dari pagi sampai malam. and I'm always batah kan settle. Anyway, here.. my friend si Seri. My maths mate. She is nice. We both kan sama. we keep on nagging about stuffs and want to go home. Aku nangis, ia inda nangis tapinya. Maybe.. she doesn't wanna make me even more sad. hehe. entah lah. she is stronger than me.

The hostelites (sp?) are very nice and friendly. really. They're fine. It's just this place.. is.. so.. entah. Nada refrigerator atu wah membagi tekajut. Ada this "kaka", I asked about the refrigerator and she said "bukan hotel ni lai. Apa yang ada dihotel, nada ni disini ah' macam O.o :(

Oh enough for now. It is almost one. I need to get ready and atleast try to do my homework. I've got to go lagi ni at 2 ah. sampaaaai malam. esuk lagi school. I'm so sad. I really need to finish up my homework.

Friends, how are you? enjoying your days? Good for you, people :D
oh. I hate it here. Sorry kamu if inda tereply message and tu arah cbox. I don't have time ah sini. banci ku! Ngaleh ku wah disini ah. semua kan inda sampat -.-' so yeah, thanks for being supportive. I love you :D only some I managed to call malam malam. Aku inda dapat call wah midnight, room mate ku kan tidur. sama curfew ah. plus... I end up crying wah tu talking with kamu. I'm so sad.

I.wanna.go.home wah!

hitam oh hitam

2009-04-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

Aku makin HITAM!!! :(

Ngangah and Ayah Haji cakap aku makin hitam. Makin dark! :( aku inda realised awal awal, sekali banar. Hitam ah aku -.-' But I didn't jua arah panas. oh hold on, I just did tadi masa arah field -.-' Diorang ketawakan aku ah. Jahat eh! Aku putih dari ngangah ah last time, I mean.. eh entah. Ani sama sudah ah colour skin ku sama ngangah. -.-'

haha. sekadar eh! I'm just bored and sleepy and tired. and I actually wanna distract myself from thinking about the hostel thing -.-'

anyway, sportivo 2-1 Disco disco. Match was a so-so. No offense. But good game :D

S and S :D

2009-04-19T13:27:00.006+08:00

YAHHOOOOOO!!!

Yesterday, superfly vs. selingkuh

Superfly 1- 1 selingkuh!

and MERUL MALI SCOREEEEEDDD!! YEAAAAYYY!!! :D

AKU SUPPORT SUPERFLY!!! GOOOOOO SUPERFLYYY!!!!

siuk ah gamenya yesterday. Emosi ku liaaaat :D SIUUUUUKKKK!!

Next game lagi ah superfly? Mesti manang :D

tomorrow, sportivo vs. Disco Disco.

Aku support SPORTIVO!! *wink*

pretty much.......?

2009-04-17T16:43:00.003+08:00

Hiiii.

I don't actually feel like updating but then, what more can I do to occupy myself? Besides studying, well, ofcourse.. blablabla..

and I don't feel like uploading the JAPEM pictures here. malas ku wah. nada full uploader lagi tu. berimalas -.-' arah facebook pun satu. I've uploaded them, and it says 'upload successful' sekali nya nada pun satu terupload. darnit!!! dua kali wah cematu. boring! liat saja wah arah lappy ku kalau mau. haha. malas sudah tu aku ah :p

well, shocking news! I got the prefect thing. can you believe that? considering the fact that I screwed up my interview? macam.. I actually confident sudah aku inda dapat. sekali kan yesterday masa registration class...woah, I got the brown envelope and I opened it expecting 'tidak terpilih' but instead, 'telah terpilih' tia pulang. far worst, mesti tinggal di hostel. OH MAHN!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? MAJOR DISASTER!!!!! can you actually believe.. me staying in a hostel..on my own? without ngangah, bebeh and semua? OH MY GOSH! who the hell is gonna wake me up in the morning? who is gonna do the laundry? who is gonna make my bed? who is gonna iron my clothes? tudung? and WOIII!!!!! what the hell? I'm soooo dead! How long again will it be? 4 days? this is so bad! what am I gonna do? :(

I'm not manja, alright? or maybe I am. whatever. think that I'm so useless or whatever, I don't give a shit. I'm freaked out. and hostel ani inda scary kah? nada.. uhm...? what if I can't sleep in the middle of the night? I can't actually sleep if i'm not familiar with the place. oh mahn!! what if... I wanna go to the toilet, wait! ada toilet right in each room? please tell me there is. I just wish.. yaya, or umie, or bell dapat the prefect thingy. so things wouldn't be so awkward. and god knows siapa roommate ku ani. dear roomate, I'm so gonna make you pissed. i hope kau tahan sebilik sama aku.. I need my friends. at least, they know me. and and.. eventhough my friends know me, i'll make sure I don't take things for granted. :D HEEELLPPPP!!!!!!

Dear friends, kalau aku nanti di hostel.. make sure your phone is with you for the friggin 24hours. for 4 days. okay? pleaasseee???? I'm so gonna be all stressed out. I might call kamu every 2 secs. haha. over. but who knows right? But for sure, ngangah nii jadi mangsa. haha. I'm still thinking about bangun pagi ah. cemana niii? :(

well, CONGRATULATIONS people siapa dapat prefects ah. curfew 10pm, alright? :p

we can bring broadband right? and and.. apa lagi ah? awww.. kenapa mesti tinggal hostel? aku takut :(
emo emo emo. haha. I hope I won't be like this masa di hostel, or or after balik hostel. and I hope there isn't anything that looks like this di hostel. and or w.h.a.t.e.v.e.r :(

this is actually not a big deal. but for me.. yes, it is. you might think this is sekadar or 'over jua ia ani eh'. but heeeeelllll.. Ive never actually stayed in a hostel. and with people I don't know. macam.. with people that dont know me. kalau orang inda kenal aku, they'd say im a bitch. for idontknowwhy reason. help help help!

woohoo :D

2009-04-13T16:05:00.009+08:00

I overcharged my battery (again!) :(

Here are some pictures from yesterday. more on my facebook.

awww deeq. whats up? merindui sang kekasih? :p

I like this picture. and Falah's pose. caliii wah banar :p

macam pakcik arah library. HAHA :p opps

and these are for Umie :D aku doakan kau hidup berbahagia and selamat. Hope kau dapat tidur :)
This is what I was talking about mie. try to enlarge it. It isn't his back. banar. look look. you can see his hair saja. haha. sexyback :p

we went to Stadium yesterday. kami volunteering :) I woke up at 6.03AM on SUNDAY! can you believe that? haha. well,actually atu pun late. cause Bell said she'd be picking me up at 615-620. But hey, look what time did she pick me up? Like 630. I think I woke up first than Bell. wuuu :p I had to rush berabis pasal takut Bell akhir sekalinya -.-' HAHA :D

Umie was the first one to arrive at the Stadium. She called Bell and you know umie. She is bising if ia marah or nervous or panic. HAHA. sampai sampai ia cakap Bell 'belabih' caliii eh. That cracked all of us in the car :p

we met lots of people. and there were also some MD-ians :) we're under lain, not MD. and Umie was considered lucky because her 'view' ada. she was overthemoon! :D angau ia. she giggled most of the time, and smiled all the time :p

On the other hand, I'm sorry kamu :) I was..uhm.. pretty stressed out awal atu. sorry if I spoiled your day, made you guys worrying about me. I'm fine really :) It was just that, seriously, I could have just hide it but I couldn't. It was hard and it was hurting me. I won't say what was bothering me. Don't ask. It's something I could never tell. and should never talk about :) but it is not a big deal. Don't worry :) But thankfully, I could cover it up akhir akhir. I'm so proud! haha :) *it is not about any of you, not syam, not anyone. If this helps to clear something :p )

okay, so many things happened. we had a good time and laugh. so caliii si Falah, and semua lah :p si Nafees wah. He fell asleep kan and kami macam becerita wah. and suddenly si Nafees ani bangun and tarus cakap 'EH! APAKAN APAKAN?' HAHAHAHA! so funny. Ia mengigau ah! HAHA. caliii eh berabis. with his face lagi yang bangang and entah. calii wah :p

si Bellah was pretty lucky jua because... uhm.. her view was there too :p and and, what else eh? OH! CICAK KU GUGUR DALAM DRAIN!! :((((( I just bought it. awww :( si Nolz tu kan liat, sekali aku kan bagi sekali macam cicak atu tegulik gulik sekali gugur :( (eh! it is only a plastic cicak) but before the cicak was gone, I managed to scare umie off :p

and si yaya pun caliii! HAHA. ada this guy, lets say he is some sort of.. 'special' and wow! he likes yaya. OH MAHN!! He stalked yaya, ia bubut yaya and I was quite scared myself. so friggin.. berijap. I tell you. and yaya was trembling because of that. ia tapuk dalam kerete tarus. but calii lah. the guy macam cakap yaya lawa balik balilk. HAHA. so funny :p

si talur

2009-04-13T12:37:00.003+08:00

ergh! I'm pissed off. still.

Don't you think 'talur' is an offensive word?

I'm angry. I'm pissed offfffffffffffffff!!

Last night, I went online kan.. I was tired wah dari the stadium..
then this 'friend' of mine tarus tarus like asked for a picture. macam 'adatah picture ah?' and I was bangang. what picture? and well, kawan nya pulang asked si 'friend' ani. sekali I asked lah what picture? and si 'friend' ani cakap nya aku 'talur' tarus! &^%$%^&*&^%$%^&*&^%$%

banar jua tu. picture apa. macam tah aku ani menggambar satu picture saja dalam hidup ku anii. cubatah bagitau gambar apa. manatau gambar yang di stadium kah apakah. aku tanya bisai bisai jua tu gambar apa. sekali kana ucap talur! *%^^&*&^%#$%!!!!! tau sudah orang tired. iatah. aku marah lah! entah eh! awutah. talur nii aku ah. kau pandai. aku talur, okay? *&^%$^^&*((&^%&

update update update

2009-04-11T21:47:00.005+08:00

ooooo-kay. I'm updating now. :D I know you miss me, right? You don't need to be shy. HAHA :D

I just pitched up. Girls night out baybaaaay :) Me, Ngangah, Wani and Bebeq went out. Only 4 of us. Ayah Haji nada. HAHA. we had so much fun. Kami watched this movie "Jangan tegur" and heeeeeellllllllllllll-o!!! scary wah! I screamed most of the time. I hate the sound effect. Bullcrap wah tu. and bari malu banar! Aku apa nii.. namanya? melatah kah? Ada this scene where it was all silent and then suddenly this woman in the movie said 'ada apa?' and I followed what she said! can you imagine that? I said it out loud. and people laughed! Shit! malu ku wah!!

update update more yea?

hmm.. now.. what did I do yea days before?

On the 09/04, ada tryouts for putera. siuk! aku akhir datang. HAHA. sorry wah. aku mandi and ganti baju dulu wah :D siuk siuk. but hehh! ada something happened. malu ku banaaaar! that was so embarrassing. GOSH! and sampai ani aku malu masih. aku inda tipu. but I won't elaborate on that here. malu ku! and now, I.. uhm.. I'm trying my best to keep my distance? pasal malu ku banar :(

and my apology..oh! I..uhm.. I apologised to someone, and I'm still not sure if I'm forgiven. shesshhh -.-' aku cakap sorry jua tu sudah :(

apaaan aku ani? balum habis cerita ku sebenarnya.After the tryouts, there was a match between supefly and AST. Superfly won. 1-0. Merul si Ronaldo scored :D CONGRATS SUPERFLY :)

Time keepers kami nii. though they are not PUTERA. volunteer, bagus eh dorang anii :D steady kan candid pose dorang ani? haha. I said candid wah candid and HAHA. candid wah tu? Look at Haq. cali ah. emosi ani wah :p

SUPERFLY :D

Ronaldo in action :D

(more pictures arah my facebook)

what else eh? OH! I got banyak homework! I'm not kidding. so many pending homework! I need ngah's help :p and O.o I'm gonna have my MPR next week! NO WAY!!! MPR ani.. uhm.. monthly progress report kah? haha. aku inda tau. I'm gonna have my first business test on the 15th. Darn itttt! You know how 'well' business is treating me. I need help! I wanna pass my MPR! I want I want. and oh! scary eh! and also, I'm gonna have my maths test jua on the same day! Hell hell hell. cemana nii? I just had my maths test like 4 days ago.. and now, another one? aww :(

I so can't study or do my homework tomorrow. Bell is kidnapping me. busy week busy busy busy. I won't blog kali sampai my MPR test. Balum lagi accounting tu. and GP -.-'

EHH!!! ADAM IS TUUU!!! ARAH TV! you know ADAM? That AF guy? HAHAHAA! I used to like him. OH!! cute eh! lama sudah aku inda liat ia. haha. cute eh! and FYI, I used to watch AF. HAHA. sampai 2nd season saja pulang. then macam boring tia. hehe :p
Aku sampat lagi gambargambar sama si Yaya. time di library ni. Kami PS. sekali kan ada apa tu ah? lupa ku. and also, aku malu jua niiii that day. what is wrong with this week? malu malu saja ku -.-'

:DD

2009-04-06T22:16:00.006+08:00

sorry wah aku vain :p lama sudah inda upload pictures blog ani. sad jua tu. kan kan? you know you miss me. HAHA. I'm kidding :D

I was just testing my camera (above) sekali macam cool ah :p eww.. I look like macam pakai powder. -.-'

kamu!! aku naik boat. HAHA. tapi scary. banar plus.. macam ewwww.. the water atu ewww.. dirty ah -.-' I think this was my first time naik boat arah Brunei. water nya ewww.. and boat nya macam unstable -.-'

My tummy labu :( Aku banyak makan. shessshh!! inda lawa eh :(

siapa ucap aku. I'll come and get you tonight. HAHA. I'm kidding. I hate my hair now. soooo messy and bida and.. eh! entah -.-'

hey!

2009-04-06T17:50:00.003+08:00

It has been.. how many days now since I last blog? Oh my gosh! School is keeping me occupied. all the time.

I need to urm.. record something. I just bought a pair of new contacts yesterday. so 3months from yesterday. and awww... remember the jeans that I wanted from tropicana? Finally, I got it. YEAAAYYY :D *aku inda show off wah. aku suka saja wah :DD*

Tadi ada prize presentation and... photography members were allowed to bring their cameras and walk around. Aku punya ah. spoil! sasak ku. Lens ku ah inda siuk. I want a new lens and a flash!! asap! :D

will upload some pictures soon. If I got time, okay? :D

anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKAMAL and AZMI :D

xx

2009-04-03T18:37:00.003+08:00

Homework. Homework. Homework.

you're making my life harder. Business is treating me like hell. I can not understand a single thing. I need a tutor. Far worst, I have business homework everyday and I simply can't do it.

I'm supposed to do my homework right now, right now or else I won't be able to finish them all. Tapi aku mental block. Aku inda tebuat :(

I need help with business. I've tried to understand and read and re-read over and over again but it just didn't work. I'm tired. I ought to finish all my homeworks, only then I could sleep at night. Kalau inda, inda ku dapat tidur. I need help wah eh!!!

I reaaaaallly am tired. I'm so pathetic right now. can you actually believe that I'm crying right now? Just because of homework? sedih ku wah! Aku mau buat wah homework ani sampai siap! tapi inda mau siap. inda dapat siap ah!! Aku paksa sudah otak ku wah. I've triiiiieeed!!! Ngaleh ku waah!

I hate the fact that my maths pun drop wah. Aku punya maths test atu inda lagi dapat full marks! why oh why?! sedih ku eh! It really is frustrating wah. Orang lain dalam class atu maintain marks nya. aku saja yang drop! BAIE!!!! what the hell is wrong with me??

Dirumah ani lain wah. Ayah is counting on me to jaga kan study si bebeh, adi, Ewan. Not that I don't wanna help them, I do. I wanna see my siblings semua success. But what about me? I still need supports. I need attentions. I'm just friggin sixteen, for god sake!

sudah ku eh! Macam the more I write, the more tears coming out. Ngaleh ku lap.

I wanna be in someone's arms right now. I need to vent! I wanna talk to someone. someone who understands me, please? :(

zizan, I've tried to learn from the DVDs that you gave me. But, my brain just.. entah lah. Thanks zizan.

OH MY EFFING.....

2009-04-01T16:38:00.002+08:00

PUTERA PUTERA PUTERA!! :D :D :D

Had this house meeting and oh.. ramai orang yang ku kenal. weee :D I'm with Bell, Lisah, Teejah, Nyra, Umie (though she wasn't able to come), and more more and more. Some I know but lupa the names, hehe :D and eh! Fathul putera jua ia anii. cool eh! I just knew that tadi. and ooooh 0.0 he just told me something veeeeeerrrryyy shocking! macam 0.0 reaaaalllly???!!!! and zuan pun jua putera. and sufri, Malik, BE 2 students lah

Tadi ada this thing yang vote vote and never did I expect my name was to be metioned -.-' Banar! Macam giiiiiilllaaaaaaaaaa!! aku inda mau waaaah!! Malu ku banar banaaaar! aku seorang lagi tu BE yang girl. Awkward wah! I bet si Nafi tu cakap sama si Malik! woiii! nanti kamu ah! and eh! lagitah, kena suruh kedapan lagi tu! mati kali! Macam gila! in my mind, I was like 'nada nii orang vote aku. nada nada. jangan jangan. aku inda mau. aku inda suka. jangan jangan. mudahantah sikit orang saja vote' and oh! Guess what? That didn't come true! I got 62 votes! macam apa! 4th rank wah tu! malu ku banar banar. aku jadi secretatry 2. hehh! baik jua secretary saja and ada '2' kalau inda.... ENTAH EH!

aku putera sama 'ia' and 'ia'. aku suka. tapi kan... eh! malas ku cakap. sakit saja hati ku.

sudah tah. kan mandi ku.

p/s: si Bellah bari malu tadi. HAHA. and si nyra. macam sampai orang cakap 'shush' si bellah tu si bellah!

cant.. do..

2009-03-31T18:14:00.003+08:00

OH MY EFIIIIING..... I have homeworks. BANYAK! I'm so tired. Being in 6th form is not that.. I don't know. I'm just so tired. Lack of sleep. Everything is different. I just.. wish.. ahhh.. I can't express it in sentences. I don't think I could manage everything. whats with kan kena antar tuition lagi and oh my gosh! I'm just so tired. I wanna cry! But even so, nothing would change.

errrghhh! Think positive! I can do this! yes, I can! :D

no more complaining.

and oh! syam was weird just now. why kan syam?

tagged by kakamal&dess

2009-03-30T21:27:00.003+08:00

001.Real name → Malai Raudahtun Nasrah Sheikh Redzuan
002.Nickname(s) → Lai, kaka, ~~'si anu'~~, ~~atun~~, Malai
003.Zodiac sign → Virgo. Perfectionist :D
004.Male or female → Female
005.Elementary → Stella
006.Middle School → PGGMB Sg. Akar
007.High School → STPRI
008.Hair color → Black
009.Long or short -> shoulder-length
010.Loud or Quiet → Loud -.-' you know me :D
011.Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012.Phone or Camera → C-A-M-E-R-A!
013.Health freak → no
014.Drink or Smoke → martini? no!
015.Do you have a crush on someone -> yes
016.Eat or Drink → eat :D
017.Piercings → yes, earlobes
018.Tattoos → yang sticker atu kah? awu, dulu. cool kali ah :p

HAVE YOU EVER?
019.Been in an airplane→ yes
020.Been in a relationship → ahh? yes but no but yes. It's complicated
021.Been in a car accident → no
022.Been in a fight → what do you expect?

FIRSTS:
023.First piercing → Borneo clinic, earlobes
024.First best friend → Nina!!! :D
025.First award → can't remember
026.First crush → Ikhwan. HAHA
027.First name of pet → si putih
028.First big vacation → can't remember
029.Last person you IMed to → Iman Sufina
030.Last person you texted → zul
031.Last person you watched a movie with → GZ, syam and Nafees
032.Last food you ate → strawberries
033.Last movie you watched → The International
034.Last song you listened to → Jaiho
035.Last thing you bought → Lipgloss :D
036.Last person you hugged → *wiggle eyebrows* :p

FAVES:
037.Food → Macaronni (yaya's sis homemade)
038.Drinks → caramel blended ice
039.Hobby → photography, photography, photography
040.Books → little black dress's
041.Music → not sentimental, not screamo. Just a normal one
042.Flower → Dandellion
043.Colors → Pink
044.Movies → The Pacifier
045.Positions → Like you care bitch!
046.Subjects → Maths and Accouting :D

IN 2008...I
047. went to KK
048. shopped till I drop
049. craved for SLR
050. sat for O Levels
051. got into a fight
052. always balik akhir malam
053. made ayah marah selalu arah ku
054. was labelled 'stubborn' and 'ego' and 'selfish' -.-'
055. duit raya ku berkurang. jadi '$238' saja. (ingat lagi tu :p)
056. got surprised party
057. lost weight
058. gained weight
059. cried because I miss my mama so much
060. made my own blog
061. played bouncer with kasils and others when we were.. :p
062. made someone's day
063. got to meet up old mates
064. whined a lot
065. pissed Bebeh off
066. wish I was 18
067. used to escape bila nini start to ceramah :p

CURRENTLY:
067.Eating → no
068.Drinking → nope
069.I'm about to → sleep
070.Listening to → bebeh's talking craps
071.Plans for today → nothing right now
072.Waiting for → his replies. But ... :(

YOUR FUTURE:
073.Want kids? → sure :D
074.Want to get married? → yeah :p
075.Careers in mind → accountant
076.Lips or eyes → eyes baby! :D
077.Shorter or taller → taller
078.Romantic or spontaneous → both
079.Nice stomach or nice arms → both :D
080.Sensitive or loud → sensitive
081.Hook-up or relationship → relationship
082.Trouble-maker or hesitant → hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
083.Lost glasses/contact -> yes. contacts -.-'
084.Ran away from home → no!
085.Hold a gun/knife for self defense → does cutter count?
086.Killed somebody → nope
087.Broken someone's heart → probably yes :(
088.Been arrested → nope
089.Cried when someone died → yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090.Yourself → yes :D
091.Miracles → yes :D
092.Love at first sight → whatever! NO!
093.Heaven → yes
094.Santa Claus → NO
095.Sex on the first date → No
096.Kiss on the first date → No

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes please? :(
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → yes but no. I want 'him' :( but other than that, I suppose so :D
099. Do you believe in God → yes. Allah :)
100. Post as 100 Truths and tag to 10 people plus the one who is reading this crap

-are you reading this? well well well.. you've been tagged :D

Hols oh hols

2009-03-30T16:31:00.003+08:00

Holiiidaaaaaaaay is officially over! I seriously need another week. awww :(

Today is the first day of second term and ahhh... as usual. Blablabla.. Lessons lessons and moooooree lessons. If high school wah, nada belajar niii banar banar masa first day. I miss high school. I miss STPRI!

Good thing every Monday and Tuesday I can go home early. yahooo! Monday, the first 3 periods saja I have class. I have PS lepas atu and baliiiiik. GP nada :D On tuesday, PS after lunch. Balik balik. hehe :D

Business was tadi... entah eh! mental ku! macam apaaaaan niii. otak ku ani bukan otak business ah. macam bangang ku banaaaar. Bummer!

and Maths... sighs. Test paper atu kena balikkan sudah and heeeeck! I got 28 out of 41. sad eh! 60plus wah saja tu. low low low! Try harderrrrr! cubatah at least 30plus out of 41, aniii 28! -.-' next week lagi test. on Geometry and Quadratic. geometry lagi. inda pandai abis eh!

I decided to take Maths nii Nov AS ah. and GP, I wanna take but entah eh! inda ku suka ahh GP ah. I hate this 'use your own words to describe.......' blablabla..

okay okay. enough already. I'm tired and ergh! homeworks!!

Gosh! why does it have to be this way?

2009-03-27T11:51:00.005+08:00

I'm friggin bored already. I think I'm living in denial at the moment and it is not cool. I'm not happy. I'm bored with all these shits! I always swear now, and it'll make me feel baaaaaad as hell afterwards.

so, I.. got myself into an extreme action and now I regret. I feel like a bitch and friggin cheap! wait, no! Not that I dragged myself into ~~'sex'~~ I'm just.. Its like I'm trying hard to get this ignorant hunk! Like what the hell? why am I into him? He is just soooooo... average! or prolly not. He got me thinking and I.. urm.. ahh! I'm bored. Isn't it supposed to be the guy who do the chasing? and one more thing, 'I don't find them, they will find me' :D

whatever whatever whatever.

sooo.. school holiday is almost over and holllllaaaaaa~ welcome back to 'okay, as for today, we will learn......' and 'your homework for today is do... blablabla' Aweeeeessssssssome!

I'm not complaining. I want homeworks and ahh.. I wanna make myself occupied.

and oh, I've decided just to go with the flow :D

what do you care?

busset!

2009-03-26T16:39:00.002+08:00

PMS!!!!!! NEED I SAY MORE?? :(

and...

arseeeeeeee!!!! Bummer! EH! BORING EH CEMANI ANII! Frust menjunam ku eh! Don't even try to ask me what 'menjunam' is. I have no idea if that word even exists. aaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!! I need to ........ myself! I don't know whats the word and I'm not bothered to think of the word. Thing is, I need to.. eh! ada kite kah? I feel like kan main kikik! Boring kuuuuuuu :(

Horoscope

2009-03-25T14:37:00.005+08:00

Traditional Virgo Traits
Modest and shy.
Meticulous and reliable.
Practical and diligent.
Intelligent and analytical.

On the dark side..
Fussy and a worrier.
Overcritical and harsh.
Perfectionist and conservative

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottleup feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

HAHA. some are true and some are totally not me :p
pink - yes, so true. it is so me :p
blue - so not me
orange - woaaaahh.. I wish!
or maybe not. I think I messed that up. oh well, whatever. I'm sleepy. shutting down now :p
GOODNIGHT everyone :)

Hello. Hii. Hey

2009-03-24T10:53:00.017+08:00

Hobnobbing again yesterday at Gadong. Oh my god! I miss my girls and Syam, Nafees, Abang Naip, Abang Chap, everyone alreaaaaaaady! How sad was that? I mean hols only started like 3 days ago and I already effing miss them, well.. yang sekulah MD pulang tu bagi sad. haha. Adeeq, Nad and others atu ages sudah inda jumpa so.. I miss them!!

Okay okay, back to the track

I followed Bell and when we arrived, ada sudah Syam, Nafees, Umie, Adeeq, Nad, Qylah and Syerah. we grabbed some tickets and movie will only start at 3. oh oh.. Bell booked the tickets and haha. calii nii.. sikit pulang saja. nama Bell jadi "DELAH" when it was supposed to be "BELLAH" haha. telinga orang atu :p

To kill the time, we went to Ideal.. oh no wait! it was not really "to kill the time" actually to "feed the voracious tummy" HAHA. *do NOT look at me, alright? :p This time LOOK AT ADEEQ * - highlight sudah tu :p

After that, movieee time. we watched "The International" and aaaaahh.. It was boring! First, banyak cakap. second, entah apa apa. Boring bah boring. Lastly, ending nya arsehole. Bangang ku. Inda siuk. Inda cool. Inda nice. *&^%$%^&^#$%#$%^&* But.. There is a but, okay? Masa tembak tembak siuk! haha. caliii wah. pasalkan... this guy, I-don't-remember-his-name guy, ear lobe nya tertembak and hilang wah. Blood dripping and calii lah. HAHAHA! entah eh. caliii wah banar banar. and there is this gun, gila banar! sekali tembak macam blood atu... macam pumping and keluar macam water arah fountain. macam you know, pipe kalau di turn on, water nya keluar banyak. cematulah. Then, ada this one time.. this I-don't-remember-his-name guy, ia punya peluru habis and he was gonna steal this orang jahat punya gun, and the guy atu alive masih but kena tembak pulang sudah arah shoulder, and this I-don't-remember-his-name guy ani jahat wah, ia press tempat yang kena tembak atu. Ouch!!! sakit wah tu. dalam lagi tu ia press -_-' okay sorry. I spoiled it to those who haven't watched this. hehe. sorrrrrrry! and I tell you, atu saja part yang siuk in the movie :p

Movie finished at 5 and Nad had to go home. At 5.30, Bell had to go. and me too. since I followed Bell. We went to Escapade and.. uhmm.. :p I do NOT know how to eat sushi and I even have no idea how to use chopsticks. HAHA. Bell suruh aku makan this squid and I did. and uhm... okay. I'm not gonna say anything :p But I did swallow it :)

we went back to Gadong and met Bell's cousins there. Awwww... cute eh dorang atu. Tisya's face macam muka Iqah ah. I thought Iqah's sisters diorang atu. Hehe. They're really cool and nice. Friendly ah. Hehe. I wanna meet them again, please Bell? :p

Okay okay, sorrry if I bore anyone. I'm gonna upload the pictures now. Enjoy! :)
AND I CAN ASSURE YOU THAT SI SYAM AND NAFEES PUNYA MUKA PALING BANYAK!
(Note: Pictures are not in order. Malas ku. Banyak ah. hehe :p )
HAHA. This cracks me up! :D

Talur nii si Syam ah. HAHA. Ia kan buat double chin :p Si ADEEQ MAKIN CHUBBY!!! :D
ahhh... uhmm.. Okay. Yes, yes and yes. They're gay. haha

WAFIYM!!! Looooooooook at this! Adeeq makan tu. HAHA. Ia bagi proof lagi tu
HAHAHAHA! Ice cream si Nafees tegugur :p

HAHAHAHAHA! si Nafees nii gambar. seriously. Don't blame me :p what is wrong with this? :p
Gila kaliii.. I am FAT! shit!
Aku malu kena gambar pasal aku ~~fat~~ -.-'
ahh.. uhmm.. Sushi. Bad shots. I know. sorry -_-'
Tisya, Farah and the mom @ Ibu

Tisya and Farah :)
Mia. Awww... cute eh :)

Tisya/ Tisha with thousands of expressions :p But isn't she pretty?

Farah caliii wah. Ia cakap "eh tu.. Ia bedaling" HAHAHA! ahh.. nevermind. It was nothing. HAHA

quotes oh quotes

2009-03-22T19:53:00.004+08:00

Damn it! I'm totally bored already!

2009-03-22T18:23:00.002+08:00

I am B-O-R-E-D!

and I am FAT! and that makes me PDA! (pretty damn angry)

ahhh!!! I'm all stressed out. I hate my weight now. I look fat, no wait! I am fat!

I need to go out!! Let's have fun, girls? pasal holiday is no fun if inda hang out. well, at least I think so :p

I'm fat, I eat alot lately. Aku lapar lapar saja ah lately ani. sasak ku! macam aku makan makan makan makan. MAAAAAAAAAAAAKAAAAANNNN saja. shiiiit! Inda muat karang kain sekolah ku. or baju. sampai tekuyak zip or tepelanting butang. okay, that's over. haha. But it is possible :(

and for god's sake, I am hungry right now. I so need something to distract myself from eatiiiiiing all the bloody time.

New look

2009-03-22T17:03:00.003+08:00

Hello :)

New layout! I'm bored

and bummer! Ngangah just came back from Miri and she did not even tell us that she was going there. Aku mau ikut jua tu. I need to shoooooooop!! I need new tops, new jeans, and I want this contact lens yang twilight atu. I wanna try that one. -.-'

A week to go

Darwisy. Isn't he cute?

2009-03-21T21:49:00.005+08:00

I neeeeeeed help. Kenapa inda mau lawa kalau aku ambil pictures ah? Anyoneeeee! I neeeeed help! I want my pictures to be nice and lawa and 'wow' and 'BOOM!' and 'you're the bomb'. I'm gonna practice more! No pain, no gain! (eseeeh :p) and and... practise makes perfect! :)
I think this is the best shot. I like this picture. please say it's nice :) I don't have the confidence yet, you know. I know, sad eh aku ani :(Oh oh! I just watched this CSI episode kan, and ada this skull ada crack wah pasal something hard hit it kan.. and last time wah, aku terhantuk wah tu fridge ah. I swear it was hard! Macam canii wah.. pintu fridge atas atu bebuka wah and I was tunduk ambil stuffs arah yang part bawah atu, sekali ku bediri macam "paaaaaaapppp!!!!" sakit wah! macam aku kan nangis banar banar, macam ngam wah arah kepala ku. macam arah kepala ku tangah tangah ah. sakiiiit! tapi aku inda jadi nangis, malu ku. hehe. tapii banar! God knows how hurt it was. Dizzy ku lapas atu tapi malas ku bising. and now, aku takut pulang. tapi insyaAllah inda papa lah. tapi kan, macam aku selalu lupa stuffs sudah wah, and lagging tapiii ahhh.. atu pasal aku inda ada 'healthy life' wah tu, kan kan? :)

Last Day of Term One

2009-03-21T18:02:00.007+08:00

Our Miss Umie is cleaning her locker. Banyak dirts and bau kayu. Hehe.Umie said "eh! Jangan gambar aku" HAHA! since when our miss umie ani inda mau kena gambar? :p
lah lah lah. Falah :)
rah rah rah. zirah :)
-.-' syam! I have no idea what was wrong with him. :p
El and Jiah
Bell and Syam. Apaaaan si Syam ani. Inda sexy wah! inda payah kau buat muka cematu. HAHA
I swear it wasn't me who took this picture. si Nafees ni or si Falah :p
Si Falah posing ni. HAHA. kira ia tu suruh orang pikir ia merenung nasibnya lah. macam he was thinking 'alaaahh.. cuti tia. kan behapa tah ku ni cuti ani? Baca buku hikayat hang tuah saja eh' HAHA! nada wah. I'm kidding ;)

sexy Falah. NOT! :p
Falah Falah. Ia anii mun begambar ada ada saja wah. calii. HAHA
HAHAHAHAHA! Look at Falah
Nafees snapped this. *liat Umie* HAHAHA
These are all the pictures I had. Hehe.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS! ENJOY people :)

2009-03-19T19:57:00.004+08:00

Note: excuse my lame-ness *wink*

I just pitched up. Few minutes ago actually. Oh finaaaally, I'm home. Home sweet home :)

I'm tired tired tired.

Aku liat 5 movies tadi. FIVE! haha. cool eh. five minus three wah. balum ku habis kan sentence ku. HAHA. aku liat two movies saja tadi. Inda ku mau balik awal wah tadi. Iatah I decided to watch another movie. okay, too much info.

so first movie was Dragon Ball. woiiiii!! siuk jua tu. I like it pasal ia macam cool, though inda sama si goku ah. sama si Bulma sama semua lah. si picollo (sp?) nada antena nya. tetinggal kali, iatah. boring! inda tia hot eh. inda 'nyaman' *liat Umie* haha. woii people, don't get us wrong. It is not like what you think it is, okay? :p but cool jua, aku ada dragon ball.. banar nii.. bekas tempat chewing gum ku yang bulat ah. eight stars tapinya. cool kan? haha. okay sorry, lame :p

then second movie was erm... race to witch mountain. kamu sudah liat? siuk siuk. cemani wah, ceritanya anii pasal mountain anii wah, sana banyak witches wah. ada yang bida and nada yang lawa. witch ani semuanya bida, kan? :p iatah bah, witches ani kelaie lah pasal kan 'mirror' anii.. talking mirror kah namanya? yang macam arah cerita snow white atu wah, ada this one witch tanyanya 'who is the most pretty witch among all those ugly witches' then mirror ani cakap 'she is no witch. she is a very gorgeous pretty young normal girl. her name is Malai Raudah' HAHAHA!!! okay, I made that up :p

the movie was totally different, 100% different to the one that I just explained. hehe. so the movie was macam about aliens and this taxi driver. siuk lah siuk. siuk lagi dari dragon ball. this cerita lagi calii lah and cute and... ahh! aliens wah. I still don't believe aliens do exist pulang after watching the movie. ehhh.. apaaaan? :p tapi banar siuk wah. caliii wah :p

" First rule is there are no rules"
" Always have faith in who you are"
" My game, my rules"

oh! I'm full. I have a big tummy. Labu ah parut ku. caliii sama cute sama inda lawa, tapi inda bida. Tadi wah aku ani jalan kan, sekali ada mirror siring ku, sekali macam dari siring parut ku atu macam... "woiiii!!! labu jua parut ah" HAHA! banar nii.. bida eh! bah bah, jangan ucap aku. jangan liat parut ku, okay?

anyway, CSI ada sudah season 5 part 1 baru pulang. I bought it tadi. HAHA. I miss watching it wah. and Gossip girls, I wanna watch it too.

I want this jeans yang arah tropicana ah. cool, but it's pricey. Macam 50plus, ahhh.. ngah, I want. soon tah eh. Now I'm broke. No money, no talk, no stuffs -.-' cubatah duit ani gugur dari langit saja ah? impossible. HAHA. sorry wah, jangan ucap aku loser wah, or lame. Hari ani saja aku lame niii. banar :p

cerita baru lagi, aku interact sama alien. HAHA. bukan wah, sama Ayah Haji wah
AH- woiii.. makan makan saja jua kau ani? parut labu sudah
me- Biar tia wah. baru jua ku makan niii.. lapar wah
AH- kau tau? ada wah kawan AH anii, one day aniii.. ia makan makan saja wah. sekali kan.. sejam lapas atuu kan......
me- *silent, waiting for AH to continue*
AH- sejam lapas atu kan, kau tau apa? Ia kanyang!

#$%^&*(*&^%$#!@#$%^&*!!!!! pikir tah mati kekanyangan kah, tesangkut makanan arah leher kah.. rupanya... kanyang! -.-'

then ada this question wah ia asked
'eh! kenapa kalau ada pokok dapan rumah, macam pokok durian, rambutan, orang tabang?'
then I said 'pasal ia blocking lah, mun sudah pokok durian dapan dapan rumah, bida jua tu'
then AH said 'salaaaaahhh.. pasal nya pokok ani kana tabang. inda jua ada orang cabut pokok'

ahhh.. bah! okay. diam diam saja ku :p

until then, I wanna watch CSI. si Flack handsome, si Dan pun. Si Sheldon gentleman. aku suka ;) Ia gentleman wah, aku inda racist kali ah. wuuu wuuu :p

sorry aku lame. today saja nii :p

2009-03-19T13:33:00.006+08:00

barutah mau blogger ku ani. I mean pakai mozilla. yes yessss!! :)

Honeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyy! I'm hooooomeeeee~

-.-' eh apaaaaan? woi.. banar wah aku dirumah sudah. awal kan? I know right? pasal no business today. My teacher is away, holiday sudah kali :p I loveeee my tutor *wink*

woiiiiiiiii kamu!!!!
It's holiday. YEAAAAYYY!!! holiday wah nii holiday. For no reasons, I'm feeling over the moon. Banar. Inda ku tau kenapa. Iatah macam caliii wah. HAHA! macam excited ku wah. :P

Holiday holiday HOLIDAY!

:) I can say I'm quite hyper today, sampai kena ucap 'L' oleh si Hakim. Hampa ku wah. Kena ucap ~~'loser'~~ and ~~'lame'~~ HAHA! But who cares? I'm nice today, and I said 'terima kasih' saja :p macam aku tadi time PS, inda siap wah keraja ku. pasal calii wah. aku lame. sampai si Rusydan? Rashdan? liat aku macam 'woii!! sadar kau kah?' or macam.. entah. calii lah. and si Hakim cakap aku 'high' and ucapnya aku apa tu.. on drugs. I mean whats that again? the 'bong' is it? nooo way mate! :p and tadi I think ada orang smoke. aku inda suka :(

Oh, holiday. I'm glad :) and and good news, I have no homeworks at all. Yeeeeeesss baby! This is what we call 'holiday'. seee... I told you my tutors are nice ;) I looooooooooove my tutors. They're soooo understanding. :) (sudah atu :p)

But it doesn't mean I won't study, gila tu eh! I need to revise jua sikit-sikit. Tutors ku ani walaupun baik nya menggunung, ada jua lah sikit menyimpang. She might give us a test -.-' EH WAIT!!!! I've just realised that my tutors are all ladies! HAHA! baru ku sadar ah :p

Alright alright. seee you next week. I mean the week after next week.

Si Hakim baru sadar yang MSN ku ada arah contacts nya.. Ia majal cakap 'kau rupanya tu lai?', 'kau tuu lai rupanya' HAHA! majal wah ;) and si 'tinggi' lupa nama ku. Ia tanya tadi 'siapa nama mu lagi?' and I said 'kau lupa nama ku kah?' and he said 'kau inda jua pernah bagitau aku nama mu' and I said 'woii! sudah jua kau liat arah name tag ku' -.-' eh sekadar, atu pun dibagitau aku ah :p aku andang nya penyekadar (what the hell?)

Oh oh.. I think taking a nap would be the best thing to do right now. Right right? or left? or wrong? haha. okay okay. sorry. aku lame -.-'

but you and I know you love me, baby! kaaaaaan? ;)

~~I said 'hi' again and ahhh.. I'm gonna miss him/you.~~

*edited*
okay fine. I'm not going to take a nap, I'm going out instead. I'm going to catch a movie. Gila! Inda beupdate wah aku ah. Lama sudah aku inda liat movie. rotten egg! OH! 13 minutes to get ready. Busset! -.-'

2009-03-18T18:29:00.003+08:00

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh... tomorrow is the last day of school

I'm not sure what I'm feeling right now, happy kah sad? macam nada rasa apa apa. ehhh.. apaaaaan :p

school was uhm.. err.. okay, I guess. eh! noooooo! It was boring and.. entah eh! I went for the interview tadi and blurgh! I hate interviews mahn! so what do you expect? I messed up -.-' seriously, I answered stupidly. I was nervous and ended up telling everything macam 'oh! ayah inda suruh main panas takut hitam' busset! and and 'well, I think I did join the ICT when I was in UK' did I? or did I not? -.-' eh! messed up.

I don't think aku dapat tu. But it's alright. I'm fiiiiiine with it, seriously ;) and shesshh.. aku inda ingat lagi tu I applied for SK as my second reference. apalah.. and HAHA! I didn't go arah the SK. Inda papa lah.

even worst, Maths ku tadi test pun.... -.-' gila cemana aniiii :( I omitted question 1 which carries like 6 marks or more, and question 5 which carries a whole lot marks! Macam 2, 4, 4 , 3... berapa tu? 13 marks! busset eh! blank wah otak ku tu. well, I asked my friends jua and they said, 'aku pun inda jawab question 1 and 5' so uhm.. okay lah tu. HAHA! (well.. it is not okay -.-')

and lagi shit tadi, these securities.. you know what he said? 'berakal-berakal tah ah' arah aku, yaya, umie and syam. No manners! Though you're 'older' than us, was there a need to say that? harsh wah tu. awu wah, inda berakal tah niii.. kau tah saja yang berakal aniii. okay? puas hati? :(

GP class wah tadi.. Frust ku eh! I couldn't do this bloody questions.. yang comprehensions like... explain blablabla... 'using your own words' hampa ku eh! actually, I didn't get the passage wah. Boring lagi tu passage nya. entah eh

okay okay, I can't wait for holidays. :)

oh yeah! Umieeeeee putera jua. yahooooooo!!! :)

oh oh, that thing.. my previous post about the 5 people, jangan terasa wah kamu. I mean kamu wah GZ and AcL.. bukan kamu wah. banar niii ;) except yang no.2 atu. hehe. the rest I swear bukan kamu. Banar niiii :) okay? I love you GZ and AcL :)

p/s: I miss him but.. *sighs*

2009-03-17T13:43:00.004+08:00

still inda mau blogger ku ani. pakai explorer lagi. busset! -_-'

school was alright except for the fact that I was lazy during maths class. I was sleepy, and that time twas only like 1130, shit! ages lagi kan lunch. I didn't do my works, I didn't listen to the teacher explaining stuffs, my eyes were too heavy. selalunya maths aku semangat wah. macam siap tu semua my works and the time macam sekajap saja but tadi.. blurgh!

I want holiday!

Days before, I said 'aku inda mau cuti. cuti boring' but now, things changed. I want holiday. I need days off. I don't feel the excitement lagi di school. I mean I don't know. well, except masa lunch and break. My friends are with me. Frankly, MD doesn't feel like 'home' or 'school' anymore. Juniors and seniors are like... 'hey, do I know you?' you know those kind of stuffs. or maybe I was the one who got an issue. The atmosphere is totally different. Di Katok I heard seniors and juniors are like sooo together. There is this 'bond' between them. They get along pretty well and school feels like school. They're like "we are all in these together''. cubatah MD jua cemani. Anyway, Deedee told me about that :)

No offense yea people? I'm just saying. plus not that I don't like it there di MD, I do. I just hope we all get along pretty well. Bah eh, manasajatah. Malas ku eh.

shiiiiit!! I have my first assessment tomorrow. Laju jua masa aniii. It is tomorrow! M-A-T-H-S!
1.30 to 2.45. I hope it'll be easy.

I have homeworks, accounting. Malas ku buat eh.

Oh-my-gosh! what has gotten into me? Inda boleh malas wah

But, seriously I need holiday. I need to 'recover'

and I have to go to this interview tomorrow. since tomorrow is the last day. Akhir lagi tu. 2.00 to 3.30. shit eh! My maths habis at 2.45 then interview tarus. oh mahn! I hope it won't take ages. I need to get home early. I hope nada banyak homeworks esuk, please please. or else I'll be dead. Balik rumah, mandi and stuffs, then homeworks, revisions. Ahhh!! I neeeeeeeeeed some time off!

anyway, tadi sports house kena bagi and I'm

PUTERA NEGARA somethingsomething..

I'm with Bell. YEAAAAYYY!!!!

But hold on, colour apakan putera ani? Have I mentioned before, aku jadi monitor? -_-' I don't want it. I know I am loud and tu lah yang macam dalam class :p but inda ku mau jadi monitor. I can be so loud but when it comes to making an announcement infront of others, or presentations.. JANGAN TAH KU DIBAGI! freak out ku tu. I don't like it. Aku nervous kan mati tu :(

~~I'm avoiding 'someone' for no reasons or...a reason. whatever. who cares? but I kinda miss that 'someone' I miss kan smile arahnya. HAHA. over eh. bah biar tia. sasak ku! -.-'~~

too much

2009-03-16T16:11:00.003+08:00

this is way too much! I hate it! I hate it!

I hate you now. I.HATE.YOU!

you're so out of my life now.

~~I think. I'm not sure. If only I had the power to make you vanish from my life~~

gaaah!!! deep eh! so emo -_-'

but whatever. I'm just gonna try to avoid you and you and you..

oh shut up!

Blooooooooody stupid blogger.
or is it the mozilla
or is it my laptop
I can't sign in to blogger pakai mozilla
I have to use the explorer instead
byooootccccchhh!!!
sooo bitch!
I'm bored
turn off!